Participant characteristics
Although all 26 participants had similar experiences of dislocation, they differed in their trajectories of the migration process. Participants came to Australia from different countries of asylum, including Uganda, Kenya, Syria, Egypt, Ethiopia, and Lebanon, and these came to inform their migration experience. A majority of them came with family members. Most had arrived in Australia 10-19 years ago, with three participants residing 20 or more years. See Table 1 below for participant characteristics, including age group, gender, years in Australia. Most participants described completing (often multiple) educational qualifications, with the majority in employment. Several described their active roles in the South Sudanese community involved in advocacy and community-building.
Table 1: Participant characteristics
Gender (n)
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Female (7)
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Male (19)
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Age group (n)
(not stated x 1)
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21-30 (5)
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31-40 (5)
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41-50 (9)
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51+ (6) oldest 64 years
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Time in Australia (n)
(not stated x 1; 5-9 years x 1)
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10-19 years (20)
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20-29 years (4)
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Arrived in Australia (n)
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By self (4)
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With family or family
already here (18)
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With
friends/community (1)
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Not known (3)
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Participants described a multiplicity of interconnected domains that governed the negotiating and making sense of identity. Three key themes were identified:
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Mutable identities - dependent on context;
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Identity in relation to children - the ‘next generation’;
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Opportunities and constraints limiting identity reconstruction
These themes were mediated by other interwoven personal and structural factors that shaped experience and perception (Figure 2).
Mutable identities, dependent on context
Identity was shaped by a matrix of influences that inevitably developed over time and was contextually driven. This contingent identity and adaption were woven into participants’ stories of arrival, resettlement challenges, family, work and community. Narratives of building lives in Australia helped explain how they negotiated shifts in cultural identities and how this evolved. The age at which participants arrived influenced perspectives, with some of those who had arrived as children commenting that they felt it was easier for them than their parents.
Ambivalence, contradiction, context
Identity was defined by circumstance and environment, with participants reflecting how this shifted over time and according to the physical location. Most talked to some degree about learning to move across invisible demarcations of identity, according to work, community and family life.
This process was framed beyond rationality: it was grounded in values, spirit, heart. For some, this was expressed as a shifting identity to the country where they had lived for most – if not all – of their adult lives. They described it as ‘a feeling thing’ [P1], reflecting on physical appearance and identity, contrasting how they looked and now felt in Australia (‘looking like the minority but feeling in the majority’) and their birth country of South Sudan (‘looking like the majority but feeling in the minority’). [P1]
Ambivalence and contradiction were evident: an Australian identity was the ‘other’ for several, with references to ‘them’, ‘they’ rather than ‘us’ and to ‘fitting in’: “What’s… being an Australian? I think it’s just fitting in into their culture.” [P6] One described themselves as primarily Australian in identity initially in the interview but then later as being more Sudanese “…which probably contradict[s] what I said earlier but this is me” [P23]
Having ‘two legs’ was described, and that there were elements of not fitting in wherever they were:
It’s a very confused identity and it is defined by the context you are in. So, if you are in Australia, you pretty much think that you are a South Sudanese, but the way you feel might be different. And there is no way to test that unless you leave Australia and go back to South Sudan or Africa. And then you realize that you don’t belong there either, so that’s how I see myself. [P1]
For others, their sense of location and belonging was embedded in the land that had raised them: South Sudan was the country in their heart [P11] [P17]. They felt that life was rich back in their birth country, with connection to land and community ownership supporting an attachment to spirit and ancestors. “We even have our own hunting place … So I feel like I’m still attached there with the spirit and everything… It’s because we feel that we all should have lands, and our ancestor and great, great ancestor and everything, [where] their blood [was] buried” [P17]
Civic rights and responsibilities: citizenship and identity
Identity was linked to a sense of contributing to a country: to its economy and society, building the next generation and adopting values; citizenship in the context of civic responsibilities as well as rights.
I also see myself Australian because I participate in the economy. I’m contributing equally as any other Australian person born in Australia. To the economy, I pay my tax and I’m working. And so, I also have a son here in Australia. So, I see myself as Australian. [P3]
Citizenship straddled two cultures … “Regardless of the citizen I become, and regardless of any other thing that I may enjoy here, for example, in Australia, I will not forget my identity, my roots, regardless of anything. Here in Australia, I am part Australian at the same time, because I’ve got rights to do everything.” [P12]
Responsibilities to the community were described by most but varied whether this was primarily to Australia or Sudan. For one, their giving back was to their people in South Sudan “… who contributed in my life... That’s why I always feel I still belong there” [P11], while others spoke of their (now) primary obligations to Australia. A divergent perspective argued for the imperative to stay in Australia rather than going back to post-war South Sudan: there was an imperative to build a ‘good community’ in their new home for the next generation [P4].
The mutuality of this responsibility was referred to by some, who stressed that a capacity to contribute and build identity developed over time. Being refugees meant they came to Australia under difficult – sometimes horrific - circumstances and often without a support base with which to start their life. “They need support. And they need to be well. To feel that they are welcome in the country” described one, in order to be able to contribute as equally as any other person. [P3]
Identity in relation to children: the ‘next generation’
A strong theme threaded through most participants’ narratives was the consideration of identity in relation to their children. Expressions of hope, pride and achievement [P4][P18][P21][P24], were threaded through several of the interviews, particularly in relation to their children: “I think that there's a great hope, generally, yeah, it is a great hope, especially for kids” [P21]. They differentiated their own identity from that of their children at several levels: ‘…so basically, I’m more of actually South Sudan than Australia, but my children would be different.’ [P17]
There were mixed views about their children growing up: wanting their kids to be easy with their own identity in Australia, but to also hold close to their culture and heritage. Parents grappled with anchoring kids - and being anchored – within and across their dual identities: cultivating a nourishing ‘glue into oneself’ for children [P23] that connected them back to Africa and South Sudan. They feared not being around to protect their children from racism, referring to their own resilience forged from past experiences and doubting if their children would feel as anchored “…because when I’m not here and they are told that they are not Australian, I don’t know how they will feel because they have not been formed by what formed me.” [P1]
Gender-based themes related to identity were discussed in the context of children and traditional family roles. Men described being challenged to step out of their own traditions and changing divisions of labour within the family [P4][P9][P13][P17]. There were concerns expressed about changing roles in relation to daughters [P4][P21].
For … a girl when they move out of the house, that is the time you’re getting married … But here now, somebody gets into 20 or 22, they want to move out of the house. It’s like such a shock for us parents… maybe they went out because of the education, or maybe they’ll go out because for the nature of the job they’re doing. But sometimes we as parents we look at it like it’s not a good thing. …Yeah, these are some of the things that mean …parents to be educated how life is here different…How are we to prepare them at that stage? …. So it’s very challenging for us parents. [P21]
Participants expressed conflicted perspectives, recognising that their own ambivalence was not reflected in their children, who were more grounded in an Australian identity. One parent spoke of returning with their children to a post-war South Sudan “…if all the best come to the best”, taking what had been learnt in Australia to help rebuild the country. Yet, later in the interview, this participant acknowledged that, while they themselves felt more South Sudanese than Australian, they knew their children were different. [P17]
Parents wanted their children to hold onto a bicultural identity with pride, referring to two cultures, dual citizenship, two identities. “And he should feel head up that he has two cultures. That’s important. Some people only have one culture. He has…African culture. And also the Sudanese cultures. And also the Australian culture. So, that these … unite together. And then yeah, that will make him to be who he is”. [P3] Culture as a two-way adaptation and learning process was discussed in the context of Australian multiculturalism, “…because this is a multicultural country, I also have to make sure that my culture is also implemented where I am here”. [P13], as well as questioning how children could hold onto to their traditions: “So how can we make it that we bring up kid in a multicultural society not a South Sudanese traditional way of upbringing?” [P4]
Others described their children interacting with and identifying more with other African young people, gravitating to a pan-African identity in order to form the support amongst themselves – as a consequence of being “lumped into this one homogenous [African] group and they’re victims of discrimination”. [P19]
Differing perspectives were introduced by participants who had arrived as children and grown up in Australia, with one reflecting that, while he felt comfortable in his identity, he did not see the older generation sharing that… “I feel like the older generation who, I guess, brought the kids here, are [here] just basically for the sake of the kids. I don’t think they’re as happy as us.”… “And often they’re talking about going home when they retire.” [P5]
Preserving culture – across the generations
Strategies to maintain continuity of cultural identity and structure across generations included both formal (youth rallies, language classes) and informal (community social gatherings) initiatives. Instilling a knowledge and pride for children about cultural heritage was imperative to build cohesive communities and “…to know exactly the root of the parents… And they’re going to explain also to those [next] generation...” [P25]. Another spoke of passing on their oral history and lineage to children:
[My children] try to make their own family tree. And I said…, “You don’t need to make a phone call to make a family tree because I can still read back five generation, so you just copy what I’m giving you because I’m still the living biological tree.” [P17]
This continuity of cultural identity required commitment and not being ‘quiet’: the first generation born in Australia needed to know their origins, and in particular, their culture, to pass on lest in time it disappeared “…just within maybe two generations, when they start producing their children, those children, they don’t know their grand grand, or great parent came from, because we shall not be there anymore”. [P25]
Strong community was stressed as being critical to this continuity [P19]. Another participant spoke of their community’s strength of identity, forged by the legacy of their country’s struggle and trauma:
So as South Sudanese, we have … experience that is defined by struggle: personal struggles and collective struggle... But generally, the way most of us from the South Sudanese community see things, we are very strong when it comes to identity because, in the first place, that’s what brought us here. [P1]
Generally, participants called for stronger cohesion among their community, some reflecting on what they saw as a weakening of bonds over time. They reflected that, along with the growth of the Sudanese community over the last twenty years, came divisions in tribal lines that had not existed on first arriving. [P12] It was felt more effort was needed to build harmony: ”There’s no need for us to be fighting each other in this land as well”. [P16] They pointed to examples of other immigrant community successes as being founded on working together, advocating for their community, championing each other in work, study, community. “When one is holding other person’s hand to lift them up, we will all rise up. [P16]
Language and identity
Holding on to language was seen as a critical part of this next-generation identity, particularly in the context of stories, traditions and culture: their ‘backstories’:
… back home in Africa, … parents come and sit together close to the fire. They tell the children the stories, how they used to be, and the kids keep listening to it. And at the moment, this is what I actually do to my children, for them to know their own culture or their backstories. Who their grandparents are, what do they used to do, and do they used to do all of this? And the most important thing that I like here right now is, I always speak to my kids here in the dialect. I always tell them that our dialect is the first language. You have to learn it. [P13]
That is storytelling. It helps them in future to know where their parents originate from. They will know the root of their parents. [P15]
The challenges of retaining birth language(s) were reflected on, particularly in settings where there were multiple languages spoken in family and community [P18]. Marriages and partnerships were described where English was the common language spoken, even for South Sudanese parents from different tribes [P11, P4, P12]. Parents spoke of teaching children Juba Arabic and other South Sudanese languages, but acknowledged this was challenging “… so my kids are confused, to be honest.” [P11], “…but the kids are 100% into English…So we’re trying to push onto our language for them to learn it, but it’s a journey.” [P12]
Another parent wanted their children to understand their language as part of their background “It's very important because language is the origin of the culture…Plus, it is just a tiny bit of us here” [P18] – but also other languages “For a kid, they have ability to learn different languages. So if they can know my language, plus English, other languages, that’s fine”. However, this was viewed in an overall context of identity and belonging which was ultimately up to the children: “So it would be up to [the children] to identify as South Sudanese or as Australia. But my only thing is to make sure that I educate them to be a good citizen of Australia.” [P4]
Holding onto their birth language was important for participants themselves, who described using a mix of dialects, Equatorian languages (particularly Juba Arabic) and English according to setting: “So because… I’m a Madi, then I see a brother from Madi, then I just feel I need to speak to him in the language.” [P12]
Opportunities and constraints limiting identity reconstruction
Education and employment
Participants spoke of the linked centrality of (access to) education and employment with identity and agency. Several participants spoke appreciatively of their access to and support for education and living, including mentoring, and how this instilled confidence and a sense of contribution to community and family “…it feels much better, good, like a human being now I feel like a grown up.” [P21] “Education is not for everybody, but it seems to be the best way if you want to be successful. [P7] “Then you feel like you’re now even contributing to the family or even to the community.” [P21] One mother spoke of her drive to support her children’s education with assistance: “And then good food and then the government give, when you are a single mom, they give you support money. And then you can’t even hear the guns around. This is very important.” [P10]
Frustration was expressed by some, who felt that access to education was not matched by their employment opportunities. They spoke of what felt like insurmountable struggles to get their first job “… after you went through all 100 agencies and they said one thing, so you come back and you say to yourself, “What do I do now?”, reflecting that they survived and did get work, describing the resilience they built in ‘passing it’ [P4].
Another described completing multiple degrees (with attendant student loan fees accumulating) before they were able to find themself in the workplace [P8]. They were frustrated at not being able to work in their field of specialization with the inevitable loss of skills and knowledge from a degree that was not being used. Describing underlying discrimination, this participant advocated for volunteering to prevent protracted unemployment and cut through what they saw as the first-job barrier [P4]. Lobbying a Prime Minister to leverage votes for improved work opportunities was given as an example of a situation where discrimination precluded employment in a regional town, with participants having to travel four hours away for paid work. [P11]
Another participant who arrived in Australia as a child and otherwise described feeling comfortable with both South Sudanese and Australian identities matter-of-factly commented that …”I always have to push to be better than my white counterparts, because I just know that they’ll pick them over me if I’m not better than them.” [P5] This was commonly referred to, with one describing the financial and family stressors in the context of education and work constraints and discrimination [P7]. One parent felt that the lack of educational qualifications in their community had a limiting influence on their children, who, she felt, had little motivation to attain post-secondary formal education [P18]. Acknowledging these challenges, another spoke of their determination in preparing for their ‘second place here in Australia’, not taking anything for granted. [P12]
Parents and community leaders were called on to counter what they saw as limited education opportunities through community-based tutoring initiatives. They urged parents to support their children, strengthening education and career opportunities...”And then we leave the generation to them.” [P13][P16]
Racism limiting identity reconstruction
Discrimination and racism challenged identity formation. This was experienced in many ways, occasionally overtly but often more subtle. It ranged from being told to ‘go back to your country’ as a child, to persistent questioning of ‘where are you from’ to feeling ‘other’, to what was seen as discriminatory media portrayals, to limited work opportunities.
There were different responses among participants relating to the question ‘where are you from’, with most feeling the question was inappropriate and usually laden with racist overtones. When responding with their neighbourhood home residence, participants were further prodded to identify their country of origin. Some spoke of responding differently according to who asked the question, while others gave the transit country to which they fled as their country of origin “Because people look down if I say I’m from Sudan.” [P7]
Even now, how many people ask me, “Where are you from?” And then I say I’m from Penrith. And somehow they think that I’m trying to play some trick … And then I realize, “Oh, they want me to say I’m from South Sudan.” [P1]
These are silly questions they ask. Even us we don’t ask them. We don’t ask these white people where do you come from? [P8]
Others described the racism being deflected with dignity, particularly by those who had been in Australia for longer periods of time [P1, P12], “The tone of the asking is not really wanting to know where you come from, but I tell them proudly I come from South Sudan, and I’m an Australian. … Then I question them.. “What about you, where are you from?” [P12]
Racism contributed to a lack of belonging and aversion to living in Australia. Citizenship did not stop this sense of being ‘other’ for some: “But basically, I know majority of the white people, they don’t consider you as being Australian completely. They see you half way, they see you more, say 75%, if not 100% as from somewhere else, although you have the citizenship.” [P17] Others felt simply that they were not welcome “…Because when somebody said to you go back to your country, that means this is not your country... That means, even though how much we contributed into the economy, we studied very hard, we’re working very hard... like any other Australian person.” [P3]
Several commented on negative media portrayals of South Sudanese and how this influenced and reinforced stereotypes. Frustration was expressed that, while coming from “a broken world” [P16], the violence described by media was not realistic. These portrayals leaked into ‘everyway’ – work, getting jobs, community relationships: “You have to try and convince them more that you’re not what the TV is saying or what your image is being put out to be” [P6]. Parallels were drawn with other communities that had experienced similar discriminations and stereotyping: there were lessons learnt, they felt, in looking to how Lebanese communities had addressed antipathy and discrimination in the media. Strong, cohesive leadership from all-African communities speaking with authority and one voice [P23] was called for to shift reporting and stereotypes.
Central in this narrative was the impact on children: the fear of discrimination extending to participants’ children, confining aspirations and ambitions for the next generation. Countering discrimination was thus seen as critical in order to support generations to come “…to turn that page. Because if we don’t do it today, our children indeed [will] be seen the way they also see us today “ [P12].
While for most participants, a gradual process of adapting identity was described, for one, it was more dramatically related to a visit back to South Sudan, which triggered a shift in nation-identity perception as well as confidence in countering racism:
So when I came back [to Australia], I felt more Australian ... Before I went back [to South Sudan] in 2007, if someone tells me on the street, “Go back to where you came from,” I’ll say, “Yes, I’ll go back to where I come... I know where I came from.” But after that, my feeling changed after coming back. So, if someone talked to me in a way that made me feel that I don’t belong here, I fight more. [P1]
Self-reliance and direction were also described … “In Australia, life you’re the one who make it easy, you’re the one who make it difficult in Australia.” [P14]