Perceived severity
Perceptions of good health and absence of symptoms were reported as reasons for not attending mammography:
“There is no need to go and search for it (BC) because I am sure that I am healthy.” (NA15, 59 years)
“I might do mammography only if I see BC, and if I see it, it means I can feel it. Only then will I go to my doctor.” (NA10, 59 years)
Some women described the word ‘cancer’ as a disease that ‘brings negativity’ and wanted to view life in an optimistic manner:
“I am a person that tries not to think negatively and I feel good about myself and positive. This disease (BC) brings sadness, so I just don’t think about it.” (NA10, 59 years)
While participants discussed how their faith in God helped alleviate fears about uncertainties in life, disease and death, four women abdicated their personal responsibilities in preventing BC by resorting to prayer:
“I am determined that when I get to know I have cancer, I will live that remaining year of my life in peace. I will be leaving it in God’s hands. He will take me when he wants to. I could die tomorrow, we all have to die some day or other. We weren’t created to be here.” (NA8, 58 years)
Fear
Perceptions of fear were common in women’s narratives. Women were worried about physical pain and potential radiation exposure during mammography:
“...the fact that I know that I am going to feel pain, I can’t take it. That is what I was told by other women. They press the breasts between two plates and squash them. It isn’t for me.” (NA14, 64 years)
“My husband was fine but after being treated for brain cancer he got worse. It’s about those X-rays they gave him. The cancer spread even more.” (NA9, 61 years)
Worries about exposing themselves in front of health professionals, especially male ones, were also reported:
“I already feel embarrassed about the thought of having to expose my breasts in front of them (radiographers) because they might find it awkward. I actually feel ashamed.” (NA11, 60 years)
“I wouldn’t accept having a male professional checking me. It’s a woman thing.” (NA20, 58 years)
Fear of a cancer diagnosis was another barrier to non-attendance, particularly among women whose relatives had died from the disease:
“I don’t want to have to face the possibility of having a positive result. I have seen my family suffer too much due to BC. My mother had intestinal cancer and died.” (NA5, 58 years)
The majority of participants perceived cancer as an unchangeable fate that cannot be changed:
“If cancer forms in the breasts, you cannot do anything about it. It is nature and no one can control it. There’s no reason to stay beating around the bush. You die anyway. That’s your fate.” (NA7, 56 years)
Women also spoke of how their relatives had suffered from physical pain during chemotherapy:
“My mother (with intestinal cancer) died of intense pain. Chemotherapy kills you literally.” (NA5, 58 years)
Some women spoke of fear of a mastectomy, associating it with a distorted body image:
“I fear having a mammogram because I cannot imagine losing my breasts and passing through that physical pain with drain pipes all over and long-term physiotherapy. This would mean not being a woman anymore, losing my role as a mother. Breasts are part of a woman’s beauty; it inflicts harm on something that symbolizes femininity and motherhood.” (NA11, 60 years)
Finally, women talked about fear of not seeing their children/grandchildren grow up and how this fear led them to refuse BS attendance to spare the family from suffering:
“I want to see my children grow. It scares me not to see them get married and have their own children, because life is beautiful that way. But the fear is too big an obstacle for me. I don’t want my children to pass through suffering because of me.” (NA6, 62 years)
Competing health priorities
Competing health priorities and caretaking roles were reported as reasons for non-attendance:
“I have other health problems which are more important than having screening tests for something that may develop one day.” (NA1, 58 years)
“My husband has been suffering from brain cancer for nine years. (…) Since we have a family, I need to take care of him and all at the moment.” (NA13, 61 years)
Emotional distress
Emotional distress, including low self-esteem and symptoms of depression and anxiety, featured in women’s narratives:
“Depression messes with your memory. I am on medication and feel very sluggish and nauseated every morning. Leaving the house is difficult and distressing. I’ve been very low to the point where I don’t even want to go out and I’m regularly missing health appointments. I worry that my legs will be amputated due to diabetes and no one will be there for me. It’s very depressing and it actually destroys my self-esteem.” (NA20, 58 years)
Losing one’s sense of control and fearing disease progression were also common concerns:
“I am always worrying about what’s coming next. Will I get cancer myself now after my husband? What will be my next limitations? Will I be disabled? I’m losing my focused frame of mind.” (NA9, 61 years)
Additionally, anxiety around anticipation of results was a barrier to BS screening:
“After experiencing a personal physical accident and passing through a lot, it is daunting for me to wait for a result. I get very anxious and so I don’t go for it (mammography).” (NA1, 58 years)
Negative health experiences
Prior negative health care experiences were mentioned by non-attendees:
“I passed through a very bad car accident and spent 14 days in ITU with a torn liver and an internal haemorrhage, and had to undergo many surgical operations, a nightmare, and also ended up diabetic. I don’t want to experience all those tests again. Going to hospital again gives me the shivers. You don’t experience trauma then, the trauma comes out afterwards and you carry it for life.” (NA1, 58 years)
Other dimensions of lifetime traumas arose from the experience of relatives who died of cancer. These experiences reflected issues of lack of trust in the health care system, due to concerns of ‘wrongful’ health care, physician incompetence, medical errors (unintentional harm) or unethical experimentation (intentional harm):
“That doctor killed my mum. It’s better if she hadn’t taken that treatment because she would still be alive. I blame it on them, on the hospital.” (NA20, 58 years)
Women also described negative associations between prevention and disease, relaying experiences of friends who were diagnosed with cancer despite attending mammography:
“Many do mammography, but the doctors do not always find it (BC). My friend did her mammogram and had the all-clear result but in reality, she had it. Eventually, she lost her breast and then her existence.” (NA13, 61 years)