Three overarching themes were developed from the data: affirmation nursing was the correct career choice, reflections on expectations of a GEN programme and the reality of nursing when exposed to clinical placements (figure 1).
Theme one: Affirmation nursing was the correct career choice
One year into the GEN programme participants were asked to reflect on their experiences of study and whether these still aligned with their original motivations to become a RN. Overall, there was an alignment with both expectations and the reality of the programme, with three sub-themes identified from the data, these being: nursing the correct career move, altruistic motivations came to fruition, and a diverse nursing career as being achievable.
Was nursing the correct career move?
The prior perception of what a nursing career would involve and the reality of experience during the first year of study for GEN students produced an alignment between expectation and reality for the most part. Students reflected on their original motivations in relation to their experiences, saying that
“all of it sounds really ridiculously romantic, but it’s like all the planets have sort of aligned. The more I’ve done it, the more I get into the programme, and it feels natural…and practice has felt natural for me” (P4).
Not all participants, however, were so positive in their statements. One participant is finding the transition to an altruistic career in nursing challenging, saying
“I thought, I’m going to leave the corporate world behind and know this real-world thing. But they’re offering you five times the salary in corporate jobs” (P7).
Altruistic motivations came to fruition
Some participants were able to clearly articulate that their previously recorded altruistic motivations for becoming a nurse were brought to fruition during that first year of study. Their comments depicted a confirmatory journey that nursing was what they were hoping for, for example
“this is what I should be doing. It’s always felt like I should’ve just been doing this all along, and it’s a weird feeling, but it’s reassuring because it’s like, yes, this is probably it. This is me for the long run” (P4).
Furthermore, students who had some prior related experience which had prompted a shift to nursing confided that the desire to be more in direct contact with making a difference was actualised, as
“…I did six months in research and then six months in the public health unit doing public health stuff, and it just really made me realise how much I want to be doing the face-to-face contact…I feel like I’m on the right path now…I was motivated to help people and I think it really does achieve that. So yeah, I’m really happy” (P1).
One participant gave a more specific example where the altruism came to fruition, through their story:
“…I’ve had some experiences that have been just mind blowing, there was one experience where there was a man who was very, very ill, probably didn’t have more than two weeks left to live and I was cleaning up a big mess, and he didn’t realise that I was still in the area…and I heard him speaking to someone and telling them what a huge impact I made on his life, and I was just blown away…just hearing what he was saying and thinking, wow…this is an opportunity to really make a meaningful contribution” (P7).
Nursing career as achievable
The final subtheme is demonstrated through the potential for an altruistic career that has many opportunities and longevity. Specifically, it appears that some participants had been unaware of the diversity of nursing opportunities available, as
“I hadn’t expected to find so many different areas of practice…we have had a few guest speakers and that’s brought in my understanding of what options there are for us. I had thought that I would be practicing on a ward for 20 years, but now I realise that there is so much more opportunity” (P2).
Yet, for others, their thoughts are more focused on the here and now in that time is precious when changing career, saying
“I think it was a really awesome programme, especially for someone like me who realised I wanted to do new things later on in the piece and wasn’t too keen on doing three more years…I just want to sort of get on that pathway right now” (P3).
Theme two: Reflections on expectations of a GEN nursing programme
Here the participants offer a clear insight into how expectations of the GEN programme did not always meet with reality.
Were expectations of the GEN programme met?
Participant experiences of the first year of GEN programme study were often more challenging than anticipated, and not necessarily related to participant ability but instead reflective of the programme design, as
“…the year felt very rushed, it was very cramped and there wasn’t a lot of breathing room” (P8).
Despite the reality of the GEN programme, some participants reflected on their positive experiences, saying that
“I knew I would enjoy it, but I absolutely love it. The people, the staff and the class are all wonderful” (P1), and
“it’s been a really great learning, fascinating experience…I’ve no regrets about doing it at all. Looking forward to finishing the second year and seeing where life goes” (P7).
One participant, however, reflected on their first-year experience and that more preparation would have been beneficial, suggesting that
“…some sort of preparation, even ahead of the course…that had…virtual modules or something like ‘this is what it’s like working in this kind of a health field’ or ‘this is what a night on an emergency ward could look like’…just something as a bit of preparation about what the environment is like” (P2).
This comment suggests that not all participants were aware of the realities of nursing, in a similar way to not knowing about the diversity of career options available.
Theory, critical thinking, and clinical practice
Thinking about their experiences during the first year of the GEN programme, participants reflected on the requirements of a master’s level qualification and the ramifications of this on their personal and professional development, saying it was
“maybe a step up to a challenge and put me in positions that maybe I was a little bit uncomfortable with” (P3).
Challenges, however, were not solely about academic level, but around personal traits and thoughts influenced by life experience, for example
“I was very challenged in one of the papers to reflect on my own prejudices and ways of thinking which I think has been central to my ability to feel successful and motivated in the programme” (P2),
or challenges were presented through the delivery of programme content, in that academic staff and teaching have been
“…hit and miss. Some of them have been very helpful and then some of them not so much…I think it’s probably more like, you know some lecturers are better than others” (P4), or that
“the lecture at the time wasn’t teaching at my pace or in a way I could really engage with, so I think I just read the textbook and watched a bunch of online videos” (P6).
In relation to clinical placements, there was discord and tension as placements did not align with the theoretical content or preferences of this student cohort who, often due to their previous experiences, can be more vocal in expressing their needs, saying
“I just emailed the lecturer going…I really would like a placement which gives me exposure to ‘flare up’ [exacerbations] because, you know you’re likely to experience that in normal everyday hospital settings rather than a chronic long-term facility – I’ve landed up in a chronic long-term care facility. So, it just feels like what you’re going to get is a gamble” (P2).
Yet, there were positives also, in that participants’ learning connected both theory to clinical practice, with one commenting that the programme gives you
“…knowledge to think deeply why he’s behaving in that way rather than he’s depressed or he has depression. That’s why he’s doing that…but what’s happening inside the brain and neurotransmitters, the family, family conditions, you can think and link everything” (P5).
Coping strategies adopted to manage on the GEN programme
The accelerated pace of the GEN programme led some participants to focus on coping strategies to ensure success. Family and friends became a significant component of the coping strategies depicted, with participants saying
“I felt like quitting after the first year because it just felt so theoretical and with no experience…the support from my mother really helped me and she said it’s going to be worth it; it’s going to be worth it… [the first year] was hell, quite frankly, but like I said, it was my mother, and it was just pure encouragement” (P 1).
While personal support was essential for some participants to manage GEN programme requirements, for others their solutions were more practically focused, as
“I didn’t have any experience in academic writing, so after getting not very good marks in the first few assignments, I went to a university website on academic writing…they have a professional writing club…and they do workshops – there is always help available” (P3).
For other participants, they became the focus of their coping strategies, drawing on inner strengths, highlighting
“my inner motivation was my best resource” (P5), and
“I’ve got all my knowledge, I know how to ask for help, I know how to ask questions” (P8).
Theme three: Reality of nursing when exposed to clinical placements
For many participants clinical placements were the first exposure to the realities of nursing practice, with both positive and negative experiences highlighted. Within this theme there are three subthemes to be discussed: the reality of being ‘on the floor’, status as a student nurse and self-development.
Being ‘on the floor’
For many nursing students, including GEN students, clinical placement offers the first insight into the realities of nursing practice, with one participant stating
“…it was, I guess the experience of being a student nurse and just being given a roster, and we don’t care about your life when you are going to the bottom of the totem pole” (P7), and
“nursing is a lot harder than I thought it would be” (P1).
For others it was the reality of nursing care that was an unanticipated shock, with participants describing their experiences as
“…the patients were very, very unwell, and I knew that hospital settings were unwell people, but it was quite shocking I think to a couple of students that I talked to” (P2),
and being surprised at
“just how long they [patients] will be in hospital and how dirty it was. So bodily fluids and so forth and how underfunded the healthcare sector was, that was the perception, not able to have the proper tubes and having to adapt and find whatever was available, and I think the lack of time with the patients, the very much treatment intervention rather than getting to know the patient – this is a different world” (P2),
or that nursing involved intimate conversations that had not been previously considered, as
“talking to people about, you know, embarrassing things or like nitty gritty things” (P3).
While these students found nursing and the conditions challenging, others were enjoying the immersion of the reality of clinical practice, highlighting that
“I think I’ve definitely learned a lot more about society’s needs, individual needs and how different everyone is, yet how similar everyone is” (P1), and
“for me…I’m definitely more comfortable talking directly with the patient and their families and things like that” (P4), and
placement was
“an opportunity to really make a meaningful contribution…I’ve had some experiences that have been just mind blowing” (P3).
Being on the bottom rung of the ladder
As GEN programmes recruit students who have already completed at least an undergraduate degree, they bring with them life experiences that can often be reflected upon, for example
“I really had a hard kind of look at my life and thought about [what] I really enjoy [about] nursing, but I’m not sure that I would enjoy being a brand new nurse compared to going into a role with good pay, good benefits, lots of respect, lots of flexibility, better quality of life…I hated that we had that stigma or it was just [RNs] want to see you go through and earn your stripes and, you know, I’ve done that” (P7).
Clinical placements as opportunity for personal growth
The final subtheme was that of personal growth, development of the self and the awareness of emotional intelligence gained through exposure to the realities of nursing and the possibilities it brings in achieving altruistic aims. The growth is witnessed in a number of ways, for example
“I’m probably a more confident person because initially you have lots of interaction with strangers when you are on placements, and then you build confidence in your communication and rapport building skills. I have a broader sense of health, wellbeing within communities and people’s experiences” (P9).
Such personal confidence is also seen when one participant explained about being a patient advocate, as
“I would say that one of my biggest personal growths is the challenge of standing up for the patient and pushing back against situations or processes that aren’t therapeutic. For me, it’s like an internal battle, because to fit in with the norm is to ignore that ability to stand up and mention things” (P10).
Moreover, emotional intelligence is witnessed through a depiction of being challenged on biases and the realisation that despite the challenges faced during the first year, resilience and openness are essential to success, for example
“you go in thinking that what you believe is fine and then you’re suddenly challenged on maybe the way you think, not even explicitly, but implicitly…and is like what I think actually right?…or do I have a bias against this?…so I think that’s been a big one in terms of like personal [growth]” (P2), and
“…there was something about this time during Covid that I found something within myself. I really revisited that place of who I am, I like that I can find that peace in the middle, in the midst of the storm, and that was something very powerful, so I was able to get through hell in my first year” (P1).