Examinations of the completion level of the concept on the analysis worksheet and the results, including a storyline centered on relationships between categories, confirmed that the storyline structure was unchanged when data were added and that internal interactions in the storyline were stable. Thus, theoretical saturation was confirmed. The basic attributes are shown in Table 1.
In the sections below, the core category, category, and concept are shown with { }, [ ], and “ ”, respectively.
Preoperative life
The analysis theme of “How do cancer patients live before surgery?” had a storyline centered on {surviving surgery}. The storyline is shown in Fig. 1. The patients had a [strange feeling] caused by sensing a lump in the throat and pain due to hoarseness, as well as [unexperienced anxiety] for their first experience of hospitalization and surgery. The core category and two categories interacted with each other and recurred. [Unexperienced anxiety] was related to [cannot imagine] daily life after hospital discharge, and transitioned to [not knowing what will happen after surgery] until the time comes. The core category of {surviving surgery} and the three categories interacted with each other and recurred. The patients also had a positive mindset for [having a purpose in life after hospital discharge]. In addition, they were [looking for positives] at that time, while making a [request of support from physicians] to improve their [strange feeling].
In preoperative life, the patients could not eat anything or even drink liquids, and had a “feeling of having a lump in the throat” when they tried to swallow their saliva, in addition to decreased physical strength. They also had severe “pain of hoarseness” and difficulty speaking due to severe hoarseness, which led to a [strange feeling] that they had not experienced before. At the same time, they had [unexperienced anxiety] for the future as they had no experience with severe disease. They [cannot imagine] life after surgery, despite receiving an explanation from physicians about the postoperative conditions, and thus, they had a “vague image of postoperative life.” They also had no detailed information on available support services after hospital discharge, and “do not know about social resources,” causing a feeling in which subjects cannot imagine postoperative life. However, although [not knowing what will happen after surgery] until the time comes, they changed their mindset to focus on {surviving surgery}. Further details are given in the following sections.
[Strange feeling]
This category included the concept of a “feeling of having a lump in the throat”, with comments: “I have a feeling of having a lump in the throat upon swallowing saliva,” “I became unable to eat and drink a short while ago, and I am struggling with this situation,” and “I have a feeling of a lump in the throat and have not been able to eat or drink anything other than a small amount of water for the past few days. I am physically spent.” For “pain of hoarseness”, one comment was: “Severe hoarseness is painful and I cannot speak much.”
[Unexperienced anxiety]
This category included the concept of “anxiety due to no experience”, with comments: “I have no experience in visiting a hospital because I have not previously had a severe disease. This is my first experience of hospitalization and surgery, and I am anxious about my future life.” The concept of “anxiety about social activities after hospital discharge” included the following comments: “I have to think about postoperative life in which I may be unable to speak. Since I am an interior decorator, I have to communicate with my customers,” “I have been engaged in volunteer activities, and I worry about whether I can continue these activities after hospital discharge,” and “Since I feel numbness in my hands, I worry about whether I can communicate with other people through writing after the surgery.”
[Looking for positives]
This category included the concept of “better in present situation”, with the comment: “I feel better today, although I sometimes have a cough and a hoarse voice.” “Looking for merits of smoking cessation” was indicated by: “I began smoking cessation two weeks ago, and since then, my taste is better.” The patients could not imagine their future life due to difficulties in daily life and first experiences. This was affected by the tumor, which had grown larger in the esophagus, vocal cords, or respiratory route in the cervical area. They tried to have positive thoughts, such as cessation of smoking, but had symptoms, such as hoarseness and coughing on a daily basis. They had not previously experienced discomfort and had anxiety and “cannot imagine” for postoperative life.
[Cannot imagine]
The concept of “do not know about social resources” included the comments: “Although I know about home nursing visits, I did not know when I can use this service,” “I will refer to the guidebook on surgical costs and available services, and this guidebook is a reassurance for me,” “I cannot imagine my life with loss of my voice until the time comes, because I have no experience in losing my voice. After the surgery, I may be able to communicate with others by writing or gestures, but this will not allow my thoughts to be expressed sufficiently. Communication will be totally different from that at present, and I am not good at writing. Thus, I cannot imagine postoperative life.” A “vague image of postoperative life” included the comment: “I received an explanation of postoperative life at the outpatient department, but I have no idea about the postoperative situation until the time comes.”
[Not knowing what will happen after surgery]
The concept of “ I have no idea about postoperative life” included the comments: “I have no idea about postoperative life (with a slightly drawn face),” and “I have prepared for the surgery and I think I have very little choice. I have no idea about postoperative life until the time comes.” The patients could not imagine what would happen after surgery, despite having received an explanation, because they had no experience; no idea until the time comes; and increasing anxiety about the postoperative situation because it was an unknown world for them. However, they thought that they had little choice and were prepared for surgery. They also hoped for safe surgery and tried to concentrate on {surviving surgery}.
{Surviving surgery}
This concept included comments of “I have no choice other than to concentrate on the surgery (with a slightly drawn face),” “Well, I hope that the surgery will be over without any problems. Honestly, I have no idea about the postoperative situation, including loss of voice, until the time comes. Since I have no experience in losing my voice, I have no idea about loss of voice until the time comes.” The concept of “request for support from physicians” included: “I cannot eat anything or even drink liquids due to a feeling of a lump in the throat these days. I have had a breakdown. Because I cannot eat, I feel that my physical strength has decreased. When I asked my hospital about this situation by phone, they said that I should visit the hospital, so I am here now. If I have a problem again before admission, they said that I can be given an intravenous injection, so now I feel a modicum of relief.” Regarding “having a purpose in life after hospital discharge”, the comments included: “I hope to participate in a meeting (of a patient advocacy group) to think about future life,” “Firstly, I hope that the surgery will be over without any problems. I mentioned earlier that I wish to work in the fields again.”
Psychosomatic social structure
The target subjects felt physical pain due to difficulty in speaking due to hoarseness and decreased physical strength, in addition to difficulty with eating and drinking due to the advanced cancer causing a feeling of a lump in the throat. Thus, the patients tried to improve their symptoms by consulting with their physicians and to decrease difficulties in their daily life as much as possible. The consultation with a physician was a request for social support. The patients also understood that only resection of their cancer would improve their daily life, and that they had no choice other than to undergo surgery. Although they were given an explanation about loss of voice caused by the surgery, they could not imagine life without a voice because they had no experience in losing their voice. Thus, they had cannot imagine their postoperative life and felt increasing anxieties due to the possibility that they might lose their job and social activity. However, they made an effort to keep a mental and physical balance and think positively to survive the surgery, since keeping such a balance allowed them to follow think about objectives in postoperative life.
In the psychosomatic social structure, we found a relationship in which patients wanted social support due to their physical symptoms, and a psychosomatic relationship in which patients could not imagine unexperienced events, while having anxieties and fears due to physical symptoms caused by cancer. However, there was another structure in which patients changed their mindset to take social actions so that they could move forward and survive the surgery by overcoming anxieties about postoperative social rehabilitation.
Preoperative QOL of patients before laryngectomy
The concept of preoperative QOL of patients who were going to undergo laryngectomy was defined as a negative psychosomatic condition caused by a feeling of strangeness due to cancer, and anxiety from the fact that they could not imagine their postoperative life, for which they hoped for social support.