3.1 Sample characteristics
At the end of their isPO care trajectory, 38 patients were approached; 23 agreed to participate, and 15 declined. Reasons for not participating in an interview included ongoing cancer treatment, suffering from a physical ailment (e.g. fatigue) or feelings of insufficient emotional stability to participate in an interview.
Participants’ ages varied between 33 and 65 years (mean 54 years); n = 17 (74%) were female and the majority n = 17 (74%) were employed. Patients from all four isPO care networks shared their experiences. The sample included patients with 13 different tumour entities, among which breast cancer was most prominent (30%). Table 1 depicts patient characteristics in detail.
Table 1
Characteristics
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N
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%
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Mean (SD)
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Age
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54.2 (16.2)
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Sex
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23
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100
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Male
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6
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26
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Female
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17
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74
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Occupational status
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23
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100
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Employed
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17
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74
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Part-time employed
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1
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4.3
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Retired
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3
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13
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Early retired
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1
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4.3
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Studying
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1
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4.3
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Not employed
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1
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4.3
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isPO care network
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23
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100
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Network 1
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9
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39.1
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Network 2
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4
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17.4
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Network 3
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5
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21.7
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Network 4
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5
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21.7
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Tumour entity
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23
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100
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Breast
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7
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30.4
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Rectum & Colon
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4
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17.2
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Prostate
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2
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8.6
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Thyroid gland
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2
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8.6
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Other (Kidney, Melanoma, Non-Hodgkin lymphoma, Skin, Uterus, Bronchia, Parotid gland, Unspecified)
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8
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34.8
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The total interview material comprises 21 hours and 40 minutes; the part of the interview concerning patients’ BBN experiences was approximately 20 minutes per interview (in total, approx. 7 hours, 40 minutes).
3.2 Patients’ experiences and preferences
According to the research objective, 231 quotes were identified from the material. Three major themes emerged: (1) patients’ experiences with the bad news delivery (76 quotes), patients’ reactions to bad news (131 quotes) and (3) patients’ receiving preferences (24 quotes). Figure 1 illustrates these themes along with their corresponding subthemes; Tables 2–4 illustrate these subthemes using example quotes.
3.2.1 Theme 1: Patients’ experiences with bad news delivery
Four subthemes emerged: setting, mode, preparation and perceived needs (Table 2).
Setting
At the time of the data collection, most patients received their bad news alone, which may have been due to the COVID-19 pandemic. In some cases, this was experienced as ’very harmful’ [ID6] as patients felt alone with the dreadful news and regretted that they could not share the BBN experience with someone in their family. Many patients articulated that it was the first time that they had felt as though they were ‘losing control’ of their life and that they felt very vulnerable – even paralysed. Patients who received their bad news in the presence of their partners reported such accompaniment as being very helpful.
Mode
Two BBN modes were identified, namely: face-to-face and by telephone. Patients receiving the news by telephone were negatively affected by this approach, reporting that they were unable to adequately process the news, which provoked feelings of ‘helplessness’ [ID11].
Preparation
The majority of the interviewees received their diagnosis completely ‘unprepared’ [ID15], such as in cases where the diagnosis arose from a routine examination or routine operation (e.g. appendectomy). However, some patients had already received a few signals or ‘warnings’ [ID16] in advance, which made them ‘prick up their ears’ [ID15] – for example, when routine examinations were followed by more in-depth examinations by specialists. Additionally, some patients were sensitive to the topic due to a familial disposition.
Perceived needs
Communication style, adequate information provision, second opinion, stepped provision, shared decision-making and a structured treatment offer were identified as ‘needs’ by patients.
Patients highlighted the ‘manner’ [ID20] of how the message was communicated as vital: ‘Constructive information’ [ID18] – paired with calm, clear transmission as well as reassuring and ‘future-oriented words’ – was perceived as most helpful.
Patients articulated many informational needs (e.g. about the trajectory of treatment, social or psychological support). They required‘Understandable information’ [ID11] in oral and written form. Information should be valid and ‘easily accessible’ [ID8]. However, immediately after the BBN, many felt overwhelmed and unable to absorb information.
Moreover, patients appreciated having the chance to ‘ask for a second opinion’ [ID3]. This was especially notable when the diagnosis or possible treatment options (e.g. chemotherapy vs. radiotherapy) were not yet clear. This approach augmented patients’ ‘confidence’ [ID11] in the care system.
Some patients reported that they could handle the situation better, when the news was ‘delivered in two steps’ [ID6] and thereby having sufficient time to adapt to it. Others were challenged by the ‘uncertainty’ [ID11] when waiting for the next appointment.
Some patients reported that several treatment paths were explained to them during the BBN and that, with this knowledge, they felt empowered to choose their own ‘path’ [ID2]. Most appreciated that this decision was not made for them but rather in a ‘shared-decision manner’ [ID15] with the physicians.
Patients said that once the treatment decision was made, they received a trajectory timetable or personalized plan. Most observed that doctors made professional, structured and rapid appointments. Patients experienced ‘Structured treatment offers’ [ID1] as being crucial in the process of preparing themselves.
Table 2
isPO patients’ experiences of bad news delivery with subthemes
Subthemes with findings
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Examples
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Setting
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Receiving the bad news alone
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‘So that day, this doctor didn't even ask whether I was there alone or if I could call someone to pick me up. In hindsight, I'm glad that I didn't drive there, but took the train instead. I don't know how I got home. So I just don't know anymore, right? And then I had somehow just black around me’. [ID6]
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Receiving the bad news with a partner
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‘My husband was with me. Sure, the emotions then attacked both of us. The doctor also said that we should talk together’. [ID16]
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Mode
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Face-to-face
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‘I was sitting with the doctor in his room and he was talking to me very clearly. I could see in his eyes that it was serious’. [ID5]
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Via telephone
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‘I got the diagnosis in a very, very short phone call and then had this moment when I hung up and first thought: “No, that can't be”. Suddenly, someone comes along who really takes just 30 seconds to say something like that, and I felt very lost at that moment’. [ID11]
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Preparation
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Unexpected
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‘It came totally unexpected. Yes, it's just great that you can do all your check-ups and that the doctors – or, at least, my gynaecologist – was very attentive and said “Here, you have to be there. I don't know, that's it. Let everything be checked”. So, then it came out’. [ID15]
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Forewarned
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‘I first went to the gynaecologist. It was just for a routine check-up. I had a breast ultrasound done and then the lump was discovered. The gynaecologist wasn't sure whether it was benign or malign. But to be honest, I expected it to end badly, because my mother died of breast cancer at the age of 38. That's why I had a mammogram and the biopsy in the breast centre. After three days, I got the diagnosis, and I was expecting it’. [ID21]
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Perceived needs
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Communication style
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‘So of course, it was a shocking situation. But [doctor’s name], my urologist, explained it to me very precisely and also without making a fuss, so neither/ How should I put it? Neither with pity nor as a disaster scenario’. [ID17]
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Adequate information provision
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‘I had a lot of questions that I couldn't ask anyone at that moment. That was just a feeling of not being able to believe it and of being overwhelmed’. [ID11]
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Second opinion
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‘I always tried to get a kind of second opinion, so to speak, and the good thing was that I was able to check the diagnoses with this cancer research centre in [city name], which I contacted by e-mail, and I could then always check the diagnoses with them, so that it was quite useful for me as a second opinion and in the sense of, I say, counter-checking the knowledge’. [ID1]
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Stepped approach
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‘After the first shock, my doctor then put me in a room where I drank some water. Later, with my wife in the room, I was a bit less tense’. [ID20]
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Shared decision-making
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‘The senior physician explained both options. Then he said that we would have to decide the best option for me. He said that he could help us make a sound decision’. [ID15]
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Structured treatment offer
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‘There was a crystal-clear structure. I was released from inpatient treatment in December. Then, in January, the rat tail* started with chemotherapy and radiotherapy. You immediately had the feeling that it was being dealt with’. [ID18]
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*’to entail a rat tail’ is a German figure of speech that can be understood as a chain reaction of problems or negative consequences that began or were created.
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3.2.2 Theme 2: Patients’ reaction to bad news
Six subthemes were detected: shock, fear and helplessness, disbelief and denial, anger and feeling of injustice, thankfulness, and depression (Table 3).
Shock
Every interviewed patient experienced their cancer diagnosis as a shock. They described that it ‘pulls the rug out from underneath you’ [ID22] and ‘like a smack on the head’ [ID15]. Some described dissociative states like ‘getting only snippets’ [ID23] of the BBN conversation or that the conversation ‘ran like a waterfall past me’ [ID1] and one patient describes it as ‘sitting there […] and not getting all the things from the outside anymore’ [ID22]. Patients declared that they felt overwhelmed, empty, defeated, overburdened, dissolved (‘being in the wrong film’ [ID20]), horrified (‘as if a tank had rolled over me’ [ID10]) or totally lost.
In the following days, several patients described that they remained in a ‘rigid state’ or felt as though they had ‘fallen into a deep hole’ [ID22] and were ‘living in a vacuum’ [ID3]. Some mentioned that they could not stop crying. Others described a mental breakdown. The uncertainty in the beginning, when specific diagnostics were still incomplete, was ‘hard to endure’ [ID18].
Retrospectively, most patients described the diagnosis as a deep biographic incision that inclined them to question everything. ‘I thought that my life was destroyed. You no longer function as a woman, you’re just sick. What are you doing here?’. [ID18] Patients with a family or small children described this feeling as especially prominent. Patients who had to stop working also experienced this biographic incision very strongly.
Fear and helplessness
All patients experienced fear at the moment of their diagnosis. However, different fear types were observed. Some patients were afraid of ‘not winning the fight’ [ID8] against the cancer. Others mentioned that they were scared of ‘not having the chance to see their child growing up [ID18]’ and that it was ‘most terrifying of all’ [ID6] to apprehend the stress that their diagnoses provoked within the family, especially their children.
Also, anxiety regarding the therapy itself, such as specific examinations, negative side effects (e.g. pain, disability) or ineffective treatments was experienced. Some patients were preoccupied with the fear of ‘losing the ability to work’ [ID8].
Many patients felt helpless and reported that ‘being a very vulnerable person from one moment to the other’ [ID8] was like ‘losing control’ [ID21] and ‘[losing] the guarantee of a future’ [ID18].
Disbelief and denial
Some patients needed time to ‘believe’ [ID18], ‘realize’ [ID23] and ‘accept’ [ID21] the diagnosis. They clung to the hope that the ‘diagnosis was a mistake’ [ID2] or misunderstanding. Some tried to distract themselves.
Anger and feeling of injustice
Some patients felt angry because they felt ‘helpless’ [ID10]. However, they distinguished different anger subjects, such as that ‘the cancer was diagnosed so late’ [ID16], their families’ attempts to talk to them about the diagnosis, the feeling of injustice because ‘no one had cancer in the family’ [ID16] or that they were ‘living very healthily and consciously’ [ID21]. It was experienced as ‘unfair’ [ID21] that, besides having cancer, one also had to endure severe side effects like ‘losing all hair’ [ID18] and not being able ‘to have children’ [ID18].
Thankfulness
Only one person reported feeling thankful for ‘the life so far’ [ID23]. Others’ thankfulness derived from the point that ‘the diagnoses was made early enough to be able to treat’ [ID13] or ‘feeling lucky’ [ID9] about accidental diagnoses.
Depression
Nearly all interviewed patients experienced depressive moments, but these differed in severity. ‘lack of drive’ [ID10] and experiencing the diagnosis as ‘a big, deep, black hole’ [ID19] was often reported.
Many patients experienced sadness and apathy. As one patient described, ‘There was a phase, when all was always at such a low level, no feelings of great joy. Everything just rippled along so trivially’ [ID23].
Some patients reacted with social withdrawal from their family and friends, spending the days ‘just sitting there and crying’ [ID10] or being ‘very impolite’ [ID10] or aggressive to others or to themselves. Others experienced ‘hopelessness’ [ID9] and even latent suicidal thoughts. Descriptions ranged from perceiving ‘life chance as fifty-fifty’ [ID14] and losing the will to live, ‘that it will not have a good end’ [ID4], ‘seeing no sense in fighting’ [ID14] or ‘seeing all black’ [ID22]. One even mentioned that they would have preferred to commit suicide ‘if they did not have a family’ [ID21].
Table 3
isPO patients’ reactions to bad news with subthemes
Subthemes
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Examples
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Shock
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‘It shook me to my core, so it was really a very shocking experience’. [ID14]
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Fear and helplessness
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‘I understood that it is a rapidly growing and very aggressive tumour. It made me very, very scared that I had a very advanced stage and of course that got me down. I thought I wasn’t going to be healed and that it was already too late!’[ID8]
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Disbelief and denial
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‘Especially on the same day, and the days afterward, I had the feeling that it was about a different person – not about me. So we kept talking about someone else who got this diagnosis’. [ID2]
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Anger and feeling of injustice
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‘I don’t know the cancer! I didn’t want it! I didn’t invite it!’ [ID16]
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Thankfulness
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‘Everyone said in the meantime, I was lucky in my misfortune, because if I hadn’t gotten appendicitis, I probably wouldn’t even know today that I had such a bastard sitting on the appendix?’ [ID16]
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Depression
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‘I've always described it like this: The ground opened up and I was way, way down. I fell in there and didn't see any daylight at all. So, it was practically all black around me. It took me about four weeks from the diagnosis to the operation, and during those four weeks I actually only had one topic in my mind, so I was just circling around this one topic’. [ID6]
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3.2.3 Theme 3: Patients’ preferences for receiving bad news
Patients articulated four preferences for BBN: psycho-oncological support, addressing informational needs, needs-driven comprehensive support and competent support team (Table 4).
Psycho-oncological support
Patients proposed that doctors should include psychological support much earlier or even invite psycho-oncologists to the BBN conversation. Support should be offered immediately and as long as individually needed. Patients preferred a flexible transmission mode (e.g. face-to-face, telephone or video call); the timeframe within which psycho-oncological support is needed may vary as well. They mentioned that in order to meet their needs, sufficient psycho-oncological staff ‘should be made available’ [ID2]. One stated that psycho-oncology ‘should be integrated into routine cancer care’ [ID9].
Addressing informational needs
Patients experienced ‘a huge thirst for information’ [ID19] and preferred to have their information needs adequately addressed (patient-centred). They favoured a ‘direct and personal conversation’ [ID2] with a dedicated professional (e.g. doctor in charge of their treatment). Furthermore, there was a preference to ‘receive guidance’ [ID19] in going through the different inpatient information materials (e.g. web-based patient information portals or flyers). Connecting patients to further outpatient support or care offers (e.g. national cancer care network) was also desired.
Needs-driven comprehensive support
Patients specified that needs-based support and treatment would be helpful. This may include adequate pain therapy, other complementary medical approaches (e.g. acupuncture) or greater flexibility in the interaction and cooperation of different disciplines in order to connect the necessary treatments instead of separating them (e.g. nutritional therapeutic support and chemotherapy). Therefore, patients preferred comprehensive interdisciplinary care: ‘We need the “whole package” actually, whether it is the talk with the psycho-oncologist or with the specialist nurse and then the whole medical staff’ [ID19]. Patients wished to be treated ‘completely openly’ [ID15] in ’a human way’ [ID15] with a ‘holistic approach’ [ID18].
Competent multidisciplinary support team
Patients emphasized that it is important to have a ‘competent multidisciplinary team’ [ID16] accessible when receiving the bad news. Especially in the first days, when patients feel ‘a bit lost’ [ID1], offering careful and structured orientation (e.g. timeline, roles, and procedures) is desired. Also, addressing the issues of difficulties during treatment or treatment errors were raised. ‘Open’ [ID15], evidence-based and ‘empathic’ [ID2] patient-centred communication was endorsed.
Table 4
isPO patients’ preferences for receiving bad news (with subthemes)
Subthemes
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Examples
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Psycho-oncological support
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‘There must be some way that I can have a conversation with someone. I have so many questions – I am so scared. The physician then said, “Yes, we have a psycho-oncologist here who looks after our patients here on site”’. [ID19]
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Addressing informational needs
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‘I think if you're addressed directly as a patient by an oncologist and as a patient you have to know that this support is due and offered to you. I think you perceive that better and more personally than if you just get an email, flyer or something else’. [ID2]
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Needs-driven comprehensive support
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‘The whole package, whether it was conversations with the psycho-oncologist, with the specialist nurse and then the whole staff in the ward of [doctor’s name] and that was great for me, every time we had something or discussed a topic or privately, it was completely open, humane’. [ID16]
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Competent multidisciplinary team
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‘The conversation actually calmed me down in the sense that you don't have to guess what happened. They put all the facts on the table, and now we have to find a way to deal with them’. [ID16]
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