Totally, 17 primiparous women took part in the study.
The age of the participants ranged from 19 to 34 years old.
Furthermore, the majority of participants were living in an urban area with average income, different educational level, and medical insurance.
As illustrated in Table-2, three main themes were emerged from data including "Immersion in stress”, “Pain, the essence of NVD", and
"Strategies for situation management" which indicated the nature and dimensions of the women' perceptions of NVD.
1-"Immersion in stress"
"Immersion in stress" is the most important theme identified from the participants' responses. This theme consists of two sub-themes including 'loss threat', and 'stressful context'.
1-1.' Loss threat '
The category of 'Loss threat' was the most common experience of NVD among the primiparous women. This sub-theme comprised four clusters of sub-themes including 'fear of damage to the infant during childbirth', 'fear of abnormal infant', 'fear of death', 'fear of damage to genital organs'.
The participants declared that most of the concerns were due to words of others and past experiences.
As one participant said: "My neighbor's daughter had a NVD last year and because of the baby's head injury, his brain was damaged and he would be paralyzed for the rest of his life. I'm afraid of having giving birth because of the risk of injury to baby (participant 3). Another participant stated: "My sister had difficulty in sitting because of excessive rupture in the perineum during NVD"(participant 2).
1-2. Stressful context
Many of the women's concerns were related to being in a strange and unfamiliar environment. The participants described the delivery environment full of noises, annoying sounds, unpleasant feelings, stress, pain and loneliness and an environment without intimacy. One of the participants mentioned: "I was very afraid of the delivery room. I had never experienced such an environment before. Nothing was familiar to me. I was afraid of staff and special equipment in the delivery room;I was even afraid of the smells and green colors of the walls"(participant 8). Another mother added: "I was horrified by the screams of the women who were giving birth. These screams made me more stressed. I would have preferred an environment with no disturbing noises"(participant 11).
The second effective element which was related to "stressful context" was "concerns induced by the words of others". It was due to being influenced by others' comments and experience. Indeed, it was an imagination created by others. It seems that not only did the maternal experience of NVD not create a pleasant/positive picture for primiparous women, but it also presented a terrifying image about normal childbirth.
Occasionally, these concerns induced by the words of others were so intense that resulted in the imposed unrealistic inability to do NVD in women. Also, the presence of other women who were shouting due to labor pain in delivery room was a source of induced concern for primiparous mothers.
A major part of concerns was inevitable in normal delivery process. These concerns might alter women' self confidence and self-esteem, and even might destroy them. One of the participants said: "Two of my grandmother’s babies died during normal delivery. My mom and my aunt had a difficult NVD, all of which worried me"(participant 9)
2- Pain, the essence of NVD
This theme showed that pain is an integral and inseparable component of NVD. It means that NVD without pain is impossible. One participant stated it: "Everyone who wants to talk about NVD starts straight with its pain."(Participant 2). The pain of normal labor is different from any other pains. It seems that you cannot imagine a normal delivery without pain. "Sometimes we hear about painless labor, but I think it is just a slogan. I cannot believe that there is any normal delivery without pain". (Participant 4)
This theme included two sub-themes: “temporary impairment in physiologic harmony” and “paradoxical emotions”.
2-1. Temporary impairment in physiologic harmony
The majority of participants experienced vomiting, shivering, dyspnea, amnesia, fatigue, thirst, lack of concentration and loss of control. It is supposed that the physiological harmony of the body is temporarily impaired during the NVD process. As one of the participants added, “I felt short of breath and they gave me oxygen. However, it did not help me and I had a sense of choking”. “My pain was so severe and persistent that I lost concentration”. (Participant 1).
Moreover, some women felt these painful and difficult conditions as awful as feeling of imminent death. One participant said: "The pain of NVD was so horrible that I felt I was going to die soon ". (Participant 3)
2-2. Paradoxical emotions
This sub-theme was divided into two clusters of subthemes: pleasant experiences and unpleasant experiences. Most participants explained a combination of pleasant and unpleasant experiences simultaneously which created paradoxical emotions. Some of participants described that the unpleasant experiences of NVD were accompanied by a sweet feeling of motherhood, the feeling of having a healthy normal infant, and the feeling of success and accomplishment. One of the participants said: "This process was painful, but it had a sweet ending”. (Participant 2). Another participant stated: "This made me able to tolerate the horrible pain when I thought my baby was going to be born at the end of labor pain". (Participant 5). Another woman said: “I experienced all the emotions that you can’t imagine, once I was screaming, groaning, moaning and crying and another time I was laughing. It was a very difficult time for me but as soon as I saw the baby, I felt it was worth it.That’s the most beautiful and wonderful moment.” (Participant 15).
3- Strategies for situation management
Women during NVD process develop and adopt various strategies to manage this situation. This theme contained three sub-themes: 'self-management', ' emotional support' and 'spiritual support'.
3-1. Self-management
The participants believed that self-management in NVD is a useful factor for situation management. They considered themselves as responsible people for achieving the desired success in NVD process. One of the participants quoted one of the midwives who had said "you are mainly responsible for the birth of your baby. We are merely facilitators” (Participant 13). Another participant said: “A midwife told me, if you want to have an easy and comfortable child birth, you must be calm and cooperate with me. She also said: “do not shout and just take a deep breath to save your energy“. I did what she said, but in the delivery room, there was a woman who did not listen to her midwife and she failed in NVD. Eventually, she was transferred to the operation room for cesarean section (Participant 3).
3-2. emotional support
The participants said that the need for emotional support was not limited to health care providers (HCPs); if their spouse, mother, and sister had attended there, they would have felt more comfortable and satisfied. They also added the presence of their family members facilitated the pain relief, the tolerance to difficult condition and eventually caused the feeling of pleasant experience. One participant stated: "The presence of a person like mother, sister, spouse, or a friend is very effective and peaceful)"participant 6).
3-3. Spiritual support
Spiritual support is the third sub-theme of “strategies for situation management”. Spiritual support originates from religious beliefs of participants, especially from their faith in God and holy people.
One of the participants mentioned: “when I had pain, I prayed and I felt I gained more power to tolerate the severe pain” (Participant 2). Another participant added “during labor pain, I calledGod and holy people repeatedly, I felt less pain and I could handle the pain more easily” (Participant14). Most participants believed that faith in God promotes self-esteem and self-actualization. Some of them even believed that labor pain is an opportunity for spiritual growth and a way to connect to God. One of the participants asserted: "Muslims believe that the sins of women will be forgiven during labor pain". (Participant 6).