In Phase I, we conducted 6 focus groups and 3 individual interviews with 24 participants between August 4, 2020 and October 30, 2020. One participant participated in both a focus group and individual interview. The Phase II online survey was open between February 5, and April 14, 2021, and had 275 respondents, exceeding our target sample size of 274. For clarity, we refer to midwives who took part in Phase I as participants and midwives who to took part in Phase II as respondents. The characteristics of the Phase I participants and Phase II respondents are shown in Table 1.
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Phase I participants primarily worked as practice associates (46%) in a group practice arrangement (79%) working full time (63%). Most participants had a career prior to becoming a midwife (63%) and had entered midwifery through the Ontario undergraduate midwifery education program (83%). Phase II respondents primarily worked as practice partners (44%) in a group practice arrangement (89%) working full time (77%). Most respondents worked in a shared call model (74%), with between 11-15 midwives working at the practice (40%) and had entered the profession through the Ontario midwifery education program (87%). Compared to Phase I participants, survey respondents were more likely to be born in Canada (87% vs. 79%), identify as white (88% vs. 71%), and not work in a rural or remote area (75% vs. 67%). Phase II respondents were less likely to identify as heterosexual (67% vs. 75%) or racialized (11% vs. 38%), or report having a chronic illness or disability (16% vs. 25%).
Our qualitative analysis identified four broad factors that impact midwives’ mental health: the nature of midwifery work, the remuneration model, the culture of the profession, and external factors. Within each of these broad categories, participants identified additional sub-themes (see Figure 1).
Our qualitative findings were corroborated through our quantitative analysis of survey respondents’ ratings regarding how numerous factors impacted their mental health (see Table 2). The survey results provided insight into the broad range of experiences across the profession, including differences between midwives in how they were impacted by the factors we explored. Both the qualitative and quantitative findings related to the themes and sub-themes are described below. We present findings from Phase II regarding proposed solutions in Table 3.
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The Nature of Midwifery Work
Within the theme of The Nature of Midwifery Work, we identified two subthemes, Uncertainty and Unpredictability, and Vicarious Trauma and Emotional Labour, which were related to the ways in which midwifery work negatively impacts mental health. Overall, while many participants described midwifery work as deeply rewarding and work that they love, there was wide variation in how they found the work to energize or drain them. Less than half of respondents felt energized by their work as a midwife (45%) or felt their expectations matched the realities of working as a midwife (48%).
Uncertainty and Unpredictability
For some participants, the uncertainty and unpredictability related to long periods of being on-call had a significant negative impact on their sense of mental wellbeing. The majority of survey respondents felt that midwifery’s work-life balance (80%), on-call schedule (66%), and (in)ability to get adequate sleep (81%) had a negative impact on their mental health. Participants spoke extensively about the impact that being on-call had on their anxiety levels, and many felt like they were never able to be truly ‘off’ and relax or unwind. Thoughts about midwifery permeated participants’ off-call lives.
[Y]ou can't probably sleep deep enough, because you have to be constantly aware of
your cellphone…I remember my first year…I couldn't be away from my phone. I was totally scared to be out of the house because I was thinking about the signal of my phone, how far I was going, and I'd even see if there was so much traffic…just the idea of being ready all the time…I was so panicked [that] I was going to miss the calls. (Focus Group 1)
While the discussion of uncertainty and unpredictability often related to being on-call, for some it extended beyond scheduling to include uncertainties as to what situations work might entail each day.
There is almost no certainty…My call day could be anything. I think it does take a certain mindset…about accepting uncertainty, being willing to remain in the uncertainty, and that's not easy. (Focus Group 3)
Participants described how unpredictable scheduling can make it harder to access mental health supports, because midwives’ call work inhibit them from committing to things like a weekly exercise class or support group, despite knowing that opportunities for time off have a positive effect on their mental health.
Vicarious Trauma and Emotional Labour
Participants spoke about two broad ways in which the emotional demands of midwifery work negatively impact their mental health, namely their experiences attending traumatic births and the general emotional labour involved in caring for their clients. Traumatic birth experiences greatly impacted midwives’ mental health as they would relive distressing situations over and over in their minds. As one participant described,
I know so few midwives who I graduated with who are still practicing six years later, because it's almost like the career has pushed them out. They're exhausted. They've had too many stillbirths. They've had not enough support…when you are off call people are still calling you and texting you, and saying, ‘I know you're off call, but…’ How do you unwind from that?...how do you get time to heal yourself when you have had a traumatic outcome or traumatic birth, and especially when we do get close to our clients? It's too much, and it does accumulate, and I found myself having headaches, and not being able to sleep, and not being able to unwind, and not being able to eat properly. Your body's telling you something. (Focus Group 2)
The trauma experienced by midwives attending births (as measured by the Traumatic Events in Perinatal Care List) included interpersonal disrespect (83%) such as witnessing a client’s dignity being ignored or her/their wishes overridden, or experiencing fear of or actual death/injury of a client or baby (77% and 76% respectively), and witnessing, performing, or participating in a procedure that was not in the client’s and/or the baby’s best interest (71%). Half of the respondents had experienced abusive care or management and only 3% had never experienced any of the traumatic events described above.
There's so much trauma, man. I feel like there's a lot of midwives that are understanding
and accepting and compassionate about other people's trauma, our client's trauma, sexual trauma, all that other stuff. We take in a lot of trauma ourselves, and we have no way of working [it] out. Nobody understands. (Interview 3)
While most participants had experienced traumatic births as part of their work as a midwife, those who felt most negatively impacted by this often-reported feeling that there was not adequate time to recuperate after traumatic experiences and/or that there was inadequate support and understanding within their midwifery practice group. Lack of support or time off following traumatic events was also identified as negatively impacting mental health by a majority of survey respondents (52%). Participants also reported a lack of understanding from friends and family about what they had experienced.
Aside from traumatic experiences, some participants also generally described the nature of birth work as emotionally exhausting, especially when coupled with external factors that increased stress. While the survey responses indicate that the vast majority of midwives believe that the work they do is valued by clients (97%), client expectations or lack of understanding had a negative impact for a notable portion of respondents (44%). One participant described how this created unrealistic emotional demands:
It sometimes feels like a lot of emotional bandwidth [is expected by clients] that I don't think is a realistic expectation, and it's certainly not an expectation [for] other healthcare providers…I think some clients inappropriately use us as a Google search in terms of inappropriate pages. I think some clients feel like they're getting a friend. Very inappropriate expectations out of a healthcare provider when you look at what other clients/patients expect from similar obstetric providers, whether it's doctors - like OBs or family doctors. (Focus Group 2)
Participants reported that client relationships impacted their mental health, and some described clients’ expectations for emotional support to be emotionally exhausting and felt like this emotional labour wasn’t valued.
The Remuneration Model
Within the theme of The Remuneration Model, the following sub-themes were identified: The Model of Care, Practice Group Power Dynamics, and Human Resource Concerns. Participants identified that the current funding arrangements for Ontario midwives can have a detrimental impact on midwives’ mental health. Midwives also spoke about their work being undervalued and underpaid, particularly, although not exclusively, with regards to the emotional labour involved in midwifery work. A notable proportion of survey respondents agreed that the level of compensation for work performed (57%) and the payment structure of the profession (48%) had negative impacts on their mental health.
The Model of Care
Many participants identified that the model of midwifery care in Ontario, which requires midwives to provide on-call intrapartum care, made it difficult for some midwives to maintain good mental health and find a desirable work-life balance, particularly at certain life stages. Some stated that they were unsure how sustainable the profession would be for them long-term as they started a family or got older. Many participants mentioned the high attrition rate of midwives and spoke to how rigidity in the model contributes to midwives leaving the profession because they are unable to find work arrangements that are personally viable.
… we have to do everything or nothing. You're a registered midwife, so you must do clinic, you must do births, you must do postpartum. You have to do all of it or nothing. There are no options for saying, you know what? I'm really, really super great at the postpartum aspect of it. You guys do the delivery. I'll take over postpartum care, and still get paid for it as a midwife, and still maintain and retain my RM status. I think that a lot of midwives who might want to do something else under our scope, but…[they] are afraid of losing their designation, and I don't think that's fair. When doctors specialize, or reduce, or whatever…they don't stop being called Dr. So and so. Why do we have to stop being called registered midwives or lose our designation at all? (Focus Group 2)
Having a variety of work options was seen as key for improving midwifery retention, and Phase I participants believed that more funding of expanded models of midwifery care (EMCM) or alternative ways of working would help support work-life balance, and therefore improve mental health. This was corroborated by the survey, in which 40% of respondents agreed that broadening the ways in which midwives can work, such as expanded models, had a positive impact on their mental health, while the lack of flexibility of the model had negative impacts (62%). We found variation in preferences, with some participants mentioning how much they appreciated and valued the autonomy of midwifery-led continuity models, while others who worked in expanded or alternative models spoke about the benefits of being an employee and pointed out that it can be possible to retain autonomy in employee models.
Practice Group Power Dynamics
Participants described how power dynamics that arise as a result of funding for midwives flowing through midwifery practice groups and the way in which practice groups operate impacts their mental health. Some midwives spoke about feeling powerless within practice groups and finding it challenging to advocate for themselves or raise concerns due to a lack of power relative to senior midwives or practice partners. In some practice groups, non-partner midwives experienced a lack of transparency from practice partners and felt they were not fully informed about what was happening at the practice. Newly registered midwives and students felt particularly vulnerable to power imbalances. Negative power dynamics left midwives feeling unsupported by their practice groups, which had negative impacts on mental health. Given the approval requirements for funding new midwifery practice groups, the first midwives to establish a practice group in a community effectively end up having a monopoly on midwifery services in that area, and the only option for newer midwives who wish to work in that location is to join the existing practice group. The lack of alternative work options sustains power imbalances because newer midwives tolerate abuses of power in order to maintain the ability to work in the community of their choice.
So much of this issue…is about power. This is a recurring theme. Ultimately though, the funding model gives the power, generally speaking, to the partners in a practice, who…can be as arbitrary or not as they like… I think until we actually address the power structure, which let's face it, is money driven at the very end of the day, we're going to face these challenges. (Focus Group 3)
Participants also described how unequal power dynamics sometimes contributed to bullying and harassment within practices, which negatively impacted midwives’ mental health. Bullying behaviours were often perpetrated by midwives who were ‘paying it forward’ based on their own challenging experiences as students and/or new registrants. This was supported by survey findings, which indicated 64% agreed that midwives’ mental health is negatively impacted by power dynamics in practice groups.
In contrast, 65% of respondents reported feeling involved in the decision-making process for important decisions within the practice, and participants who experienced supportive and healthy practice group dynamics reported that this very positively impacted their mental health. For example, participants spoke about the benefits of having practice partners who were willing to accommodate different practice arrangements, such as part time work, especially for midwives who were older or who had different health needs, and how this level of support was very beneficial.
Human Resource Concerns
The midwifery practice group-based funding arrangements create a number of human resource (HR) concerns, which were corroborated by survey findings. Participants spoke about how non-partner midwives often function similarly to employees, but they do not have the same benefits and protections that true employee have. Participants described challenges with having other midwives act in an HR role within a practice group, as they felt uncomfortable raising issues to this person who might end up supporting them at a birth or vice versa. These conflicts of interest arose because of the dual roles played by practice partners.
I think the hard part is…if you are going to have somebody that is [responsible for] HR in your practice, it's probably somebody…you work closely with and if perhaps that's somebody you don't get along with as well or that you have issues with, it doesn't make things easy…So, I think having a third-party person or service that you can call on and bring into the practice, I think goes along with that accountability side of that. (Interview 1)
Participants felt it was important to have specific and dedicated HR personnel within clinics to avoid conflicts of interest that might arise, for example, when trying to navigate or resolve issues of bullying and harassment. Many participants also spoke about the potential benefits of having an outside party in terms of accountability and to help ensure changes actually happened or were implemented within practices.
I think [the] [midwifery practice group]…structure, it lends itself to a lot of dysfunction…I [work in an employee model program]…there's some bureaucracy that I have to navigate…the flip side of that is I have an HR person. I have an IT person. I have a finance person…administrators who work in the supporting aspect. They have a manager. I have…clinical assistants. They have a manager. All of those people create a system that can't malfunction in the same way, because there are too many people watching. (Focus Group 5)
Concerns around a lack of accountability of practice groups and partners negatively impacted 55% of respondents.
Another key HR issue for midwives relates to time off work. Midwifery practice groups do not always have established policies regarding time off for illness or extraordinary circumstances. Many midwives spoke about the barriers to taking time off, because there was either little support from their practices to do so (for example, after a stillbirth), or because they felt guilty when they did take time off. Midwives were often very aware that if they took time off it would mean added work and stress for their co-workers, and this made them reluctant to do so. These circumstances result in midwives delaying or avoiding taking time off when they are experiencing mental health concerns to not be a burden to their colleagues.
The Culture of the Profession
The culture of the midwifery profession was also seen to have a large impact on the mental health of midwives. Within the theme The Culture of the Profession, the following sub-themes were identified: Midwifery ‘Machisma’, Intra-professional Relationships, and Discrimination. While participants reported that positive aspects of the culture of the profession, such as midwives’ passion for and belief in midwifery, support them to navigate the challenging parts of their work, they also described how each of the three sub-themes could drive midwives to feel that they needed to take an extensive break from the profession, despite their love of the work itself.
Midwifery ‘Machisma’
Many participants spoke about the culture of midwifery as being one in which people just had to ‘push through’ and ignore their needs, often at the expense of their mental and physical health. Participants reported issues with midwifery culture, including lack of time off and support. Two-thirds (63%) of survey respondents felt they could not take time off from work when needed and 58% reported that the (in)ability to take time off and receive support to deal with illness had a negative impact on their mental health. Participants said that expectations to push through came from both themselves and from other midwives, and entailed addressing their own needs last after the needs of clients and other professionals:
[P]art of being a midwife or at least part of the way I was taught to be a midwife, taught you to push aside your own needs. Your sleep, your hunger, your need to go to the bathroom, as well as put aside the emotional things in your personal life and the things that you carry with you, if your kid is at home sick, you keep working. If you have a fight with your partner and your pager goes off, you go to the birth. I think that a lot of health care workers have this, but I also feel there is also, and I used to call it midwifery martyrdom, where the client comes first, that's the priority, always…never take time off. Don't worry about your own needs and then you are a good midwife. (Focus Group 4)
Participants spoke about their work ethic creating an unrelenting pressure and feeling that they should always be on or working at their full capacity. Some participants mentioned that working in alternative models of practice, or requiring a leave, was seen within the profession as lesser, or that other midwives did not consider them a ‘real’ midwife, and it was hard to get respect from other midwives if they chose to work in an alternative way. Participants also spoke about experiencing pressure to push through after a loss at work which exacerbated the trauma they had experienced.
[I]t’s important to acknowledge a little bit of a culture of machisma in midwifery, of like feeling proud of being tough enough to keep going. I don't know what that's about, but I think we can't underestimate the impact that it has on how people see themselves, how people feel like they have to behave, and how people see other people, and how willing they are to talk about what they might need. (Focus Group 3)
As mentioned in the sub-theme Vicarious Trauma and Emotional Labour, lack of adequate time off to process and recover from traumatic experiences exacerbated the impact of traumatic events for participants. While some participants shared that their midwifery practice group agreed to prioritize time off after traumatic events, this was not a common practice amongst the focus group participants. Finally, participants found it extremely challenging to take time off of work because of the feelings of guilt, as described earlier. Midwives felt they were a burden on their co-workers if they took time off, even if they were sick or needed to attend to medical needs. These feelings of guilt and pressure were further perpetuated and exacerbated by a midwifery culture that suggests that midwives ‘push through’, even to the detriment of their own health.
Intra-professional Relationships
The majority of survey respondents reported positive, supportive relationships with other midwives, with 87% reporting they have the support and backing of their fellow midwives. However, negative intra-professional relationships, when they occurred, had a significant negative impact on midwives’ mental health. Participants identified that there were limited resources in midwifery, which sometimes resulted in midwives being mean to each other and overly competitive, even pulling each other down in an effort to get ahead, like ‘crabs in a bucket.’ Participants also described tension between colleagues who had different philosophies about midwifery, either in terms of client care, or with regards to challenging hospital status quo. Some participants experienced interpersonal challenges when other midwives failed to recognize midwifery colleagues’ mental health issues. There was extensive discussion of intra-professional bullying in the focus groups, which was echoed in the survey. 98% of respondents reported experiencing some form of bullying, 44% experiencing some form of bullying regularly, and over half reporting that bullying within practice groups negatively impacted their mental health (55%). Respondents reported experiencing excessive or unjustified criticism often (21%), and unrealistic goals or deadlines that resulted in being overloaded with work (20%). Participants described their experiences of bullying, and how these led to consequences that included intense anxiety and fear around attending practice group meetings, having to quit their workplace, and overall poor mental health.
Why are we so mean to each other? I see so many midwives who are just out to get their colleagues, out to get the other [midwifery practice group]…we're better than you, blah, blah, blah. Why? It's almost like we've been given this little tiny piece of the medical world, and we're going to claw and scratch our way to be at the top of that, no matter who you step on, and unfortunately, we're stepping on each other, as opposed to rising all of us up so that midwifery itself is elevated to the respect and the status that it should be, we're stepping on each other. (Focus Group 2)
Some participants talked about individuals being targeted, and how power structures allowed bullying to continue or escalate without any repercussions. They described a lack of accountability when bullying happened and noted that there were few protections in place to ensure that it was adequately dealt with. These issues also fed into the human resource challenges related to conflicts of interest described previously under Human Resource Concerns.
[F]or myself and my fellow associates [the bullying] was psychological, like making fun of us in front of clients…say for instance, being more conservative as an NR [new registrant] than the midwives and saying, ‘Oh should we consult?’ and then being kind of ridiculed in front of your clients and consultants, that kind of stuff. But also, I've been physically assaulted by one of the midwives as well…it just kind of ran the gamut. (Focus Group 5)
These very negative experiences were not shared by most respondents, yet despite the majority reporting good relationships with their midwife colleagues (87%), 90% did not feel adequately prepared for the interpersonal aspects of the profession.
Discrimination
Finally, participants described experiencing discrimination at work, including racism, ageism, and homophobia. These experiences of discrimination made them feel othered within practice groups, and occasionally worried about their safety or experiences with clients. For some racialized midwives, the stress of racism compounded the effects of an already stressful occupation. As one participant described,
There is a lot of stress at work because we are midwives, but then you add on top of that, the fact that we are racialized midwives who are constantly being disrespected at the hospital or being bullied in our own clinics or seeing evidence of our clients who are racialized being bullied and disrespected and discriminated against and often … we can't say anything because we are the only one in the room and the consequences of saying something are going to come back to you. So we hold it and we hold it and we hold it, and for me I would hold and my back would go out and I would be out for three days. (Focus Group 6)
Racism was identified as a factor that both shaped the culture of the profession and influenced external factors that are discussed under the next theme below. Racialized participants identified gaps in policy and organizational structures to address racism, which resulted in the onus to address racism falling on individual racialized midwives.
Participants also raised concerns about ageism. Some participants spoke about this in terms of feeling less trusted as a younger midwife, while others spoke about how they felt undervalued by and less connected to new, younger midwives in their practice group. Participants also described the challenges of aging within the profession in terms of systemic issues that made work unsustainable, and interpersonal issues such as philosophical differences between different generations of colleagues.
A few participants spoke about homophobia and the challenges being a queer midwife. Often this discrimination occurred in the form of microaggressions rather than overt offensive comments. In particular, queer midwives described discomfort when other midwives discussed their families without recognizing that this might lead to unwanted questioning of the queer midwife about their family. Participants pointed out how the common practice of midwives sharing a description of their hobbies, interests, and families on practice group websites can impact queer midwives’ safety. Participants also spoke about experiencing discrimination from clients or worrying about how clients were perceiving them. For example, one queer midwife spoke about fears that a family would learn that they were queer.
I wouldn't say that I experienced homophobia necessarily, certainly not…outright bigotry, but I worked for two years in a suburban community…that's quite conservative, and heteronormativity was exhausting. After two years there, I was exhausted…it came from everywhere. It came from clients. It came from all of the nurses on the labour floor, all OBs, and a lot of the midwives…it was just a complete invisibility of queer identities and an idea that anyone might not be married to a man and have children… Being put in positions where I had to decide to out myself or lie…at first, it didn’t seem like that big a deal, or it's just is the way it is, but after a couple of years, I couldn't have taken much more of it…There's a fatigue in all of that. (Focus Group 5)
External Factors
Participants identified several factors external to the midwifery profession or clinical work that also impacted midwives’ mental health. Within the theme of External Factors, we identified the following sub-themes: Recognition, Legitimization, and Interprofessional Relationships; Preparation for Practice; and The COVID-19 Pandemic.
Recognition, Legitimization, and Interprofessional Relationships
Participants spoke extensively about challenges related to the recognition and legitimization of midwifery, which were closely tied to challenges they discussed with interprofessional relationships. Midwives described having to fight hard to be recognized for their work, their education, and their ability to provide care to pregnant people—both with other health professionals, but also with friends, family, and the general public. Generally, participants felt that there was a lack of understanding of their experiences, their education, and their training.
I guess perception or lack of understanding of what we do in the general public, and that includes in my friendships, in my family life…I mean, I'm going and doing a manual removal and [its] just [a] horrifying situation…and then I'm talking to my friend on the phone, and she's like, ‘Oh, but you're a doula, so it can't be that bad’…Okay, I'm just going to go die in the tub now. I'm just going to go cry myself to sleep. I just kind of feel like my identity is so misunderstood over, and over, and over, and I feel like that again is retraumatizing…I think if you're a doctor and you say, ‘I had a really hard shift,’ people will be, ‘Wow, that must be so hard. You do all this amazing work’…there's this support. (Focus Group 2)
Participants felt their profession was not well understood by some clients, including their role, scope of practice, and training, and over a third of respondents (35%) reported that this negatively impacted their mental health. One participant commented that midwifery being marketed as a ‘free service’ (since it is covered by public health insurance and available to uninsured residents) can also contribute to midwifery being devalued by the general public. Participants also noted that online practice group profiles, particularly the language and branding which midwives use when they present themselves to the public, often downplays midwives’ credentials in a way that might serve to delegitimize their professional expertise and facilitate clients’ transgression of professional boundaries (e.g., asking invasive personal questions).
If you look up any doctor, any other provider …where there's a bio on their website, it says where they went to school, it says where they have worked, and it says what their area of interest is if they do research. We have these…totally unprofessional bios, and that's the standard in the profession. It's expected that you talk about what you like to do in your spare time, and your cute kids, and your husband, and whether or not you knit and garden. (Focus Group 5)
The most frequently reported factor negatively impacting midwives’ mental health among survey respondents was their perception that their profession was poorly understood by other health professionals (89%). Respondents were equally likely to report that their skills and experience were either valued or not valued by their healthcare professional colleagues (37%). Positive relationships with nursing staff and consultants positively impacted some respondents’ mental health (43% and 37% respectively). In contrast, 35% of respondents reported that their relationships with consultants and hospital nursing staff negatively impacted their mental health. Participants described how poor interprofessional relationships created to stress, anxiety, and feelings of lack of control. Some reported interprofessional relationships in hospitals as tense and disrespectful. As one participant explained,
[Y]ou never kind of know what you are in for. Whether or not you are going to have a good consultant or a bad consultant or if nursing is going to be helpful and supportive or if they are going to fight you on everything. So that is hard…we are still such a small group of people and there still are doctors who think we can't do anything. Or having to refer back to them for ordering certain things and it's just always kind of— like we're always fighting for validation or fighting for recognition. It never seems to end. So that I mean definitely it wears you down. Even if you have good relations with some consultants, the bad ones can really wear you down. (Interview 1)
A corollary of midwifery being poorly understood by other professions is that midwives often feel ‘othered’ or a sense of not belonging when in the hospital setting, which negatively impacts their mental wellbeing. For example, participants described how in some hospitals midwives were excluded from secure off-site access to hospital information systems. Participants also reported other logistical or operational issues demonstrating inadequate support at the hospital level for midwives and midwifery clients who access hospital care. Overall, participants believed that midwifery was not a well-respected profession, and reported that challenges in hospitals and interprofessional disrespect significantly added to their mental health challenges.
Preparation for Practice
Some participants felt inadequately prepared for some nonclinical aspects of their job prior to entering their careers. This resulted in stress or anxiety that negatively impacted mental wellbeing. Reported gaps included information about the business aspects of midwifery, including the remuneration process. Participants felt that a business course on these aspects of their profession should have been included in their education and explained that this lack of knowledge resulted in them feeling powerless as a new registrant and ignorant about the adequacy of their compensation.
I feel like the [undergraduate midwifery program] could really address a lot of that…we're a business, and Business 101 is not a course…What is a caseload variable?... How much do we get? How much does a practice get? Is it the same across practices? Who gives us this money? How do we apply for this money? As a midwife who spends many, many extra hours working with special populations, do I have access to this cash flow?... How do you run a midwifery practice?... A lot of my understanding is hearsay, because I am a) afraid to ask, but b) ashamed to show that I don't know, that I should know this information. (Focus Group 2)
Additionally, some participants felt that their midwifery education had not adequately prepared them for the risks of burn-out, mental illness, and culture shock as a new registrant.
[T]he [undergraduate midwifery program] seems to paint a certain picture as to what midwifery looks like… Then, coming into practice was very different…it was just, ‘Well, this is how it is. It's how it's always been.’ Where there's midwives who have lots of physical issues, and that's just part of it. They're unhealthy…and you're going to have anxiety, and that's just part of it… ‘You've agreed to be a midwife, and you knew what you were getting yourself into’ is what I've been told many a times. (Focus Group 3)
Overall, findings from the survey suggest that the perceptions described by the focus group and interview participants are shared by a substantial portion of all Ontario midwives. Respondents indicated that their level of preparedness upon graduation for running a business (75%) and for non-clinical aspects of midwifery (59%) negatively impacted their mental health. 44% of respondents did not feel adequately prepared for the business and management aspects of the profession. Survey respondents reported a range of experiences related to the transition from being a student to being a new registrant, with 30% reporting a negative impact on their mental health with the transition and 41% saying that the transition had a positive impact on their mental health.
The COVID-19 Pandemic
Both phases of this study were conducted during the COVID-19 pandemic. Participants were informed that the impact of the pandemic was not the focus of our research; nonetheless, they expressed that the pandemic had impacted midwives’ mental health negatively by exacerbating existing uncertainty and stress. Participants described providing more personal support for clients when clients’ support systems were limited by public health restrictions. They also described juggling increasing workloads and new responsibilities, which negatively impacted their mental health. In contrast, some participants perceived that the pandemic was positive for interprofessional relationships as team members became more engaged with each other, and in some instances, worked together to face emerging challenges.