Exploring the FCR among thyroid cancer survivors produced 3 themes that are illustrated as followed.
Theme 1: uncertainty in face of the illness.
The interviewees described that they were diagnosed with thyroid cancer during the physical examination and then went to the hospital for surgery. Some interviewees argued that although they understood that the probability of dying from their disease was low, the fear remained. FCR changed dynamically over time, especially after interviewees learned about knowledge of thyroid cancer and completed surgery. Some patients also expressed that they experienced serious FCR in the first two years.
I suffered from thyroid cancer. It was cancer and I was scared to death. I recovered quickly after the operation, just like normal people. I felt less scared than before because the doctor told me a lot about diseases. (Interviewee 4)
At that time, the left side of my thyroid had a problem. I still urged the doctor to remove the right side. Because cancer has the possibility of recurrence and metastasis. (Interviewee 7)
Some interviewees thought that anyone was invulnerable to recurrence. Although surgery has passed a long time ago, some patients considered mild symptoms as signs of recurrence and metastasis, which would cause panic. More patients said that they often went to the hospital for physical examination after diagnosis of cancer, emphasizing the uncertainty of health.
The last time I felt a little sick in my throat, I immediately went to the hospital and had a relapse. I am worried whether cancer transfer to my throat. (Interviewee 4)
I've lost my hair badly in recent years. I don't know if it is related to this disease. I consult with the dermatologist, and the doctor said there was nothing serious. I also have an appointment with a gynecologist to check the uterus because menstruation is a little disordered. (Interviewee 2)
The interviewees described the difficulties of medical examination, which may increase the possibility of recurrence. Some patients desired to be closely monitored and educated about disease information, to avoid recurring and reduce uncertainty.
Despite it has been one year since the operation, I still feel worried, especially since I'm going to work in another city, and I can't find my surgeon to continue my review. I get more anxious. (Interviewee 8)
We have a WeChat group of patients, where patients will share their experience in disease. However, it would be better if medical staff could carry out close supervision and regular disease education. (Interviewee 10)
The doctor himself cannot determine whether the patient will have recurrence or metastasis so that they transfer the fear of recurrence to the patient possibly. In addition, the respondents' anxiety about FCR is not limited to themselves, but also worried about their children.
Before the operation, I asked the doctor if the disease had nothing to do with me once I finished the operation. The doctor smiled awkwardly and said that I have to take medicine and check regularly. (Interviewee 8)
I stopped working and took care of my children after diagnosis. Sometimes when she has a fever, I will be very nervous and worry about whether I pass on the cancer gene to her. (Interviewee 8)
Theme 2: Triggers of FCR
It is divided into internal factors and external factors. External factor refers to hearing about the experience of cancer patients or seeing the words of cancer.
Since I was diagnosed with this disease, as soon as I hear that someone around me died of cancer, I will become very sensitive and nervous. (Interviewee 13)
I bought serious disease insurance. Every time I think of cancer, I am very afraid. After all, cancer will return and metastasize. (Interviewee 3)
The internal factors not only refer to the neck scar left by conventional surgery, but also include physical symptoms.
Now the most uncomfortable is the scar on my neck. Every time I look in the mirror, it seems to remind me that I have had this disease, which is cancer. (Interviewee 14)
After leaving the hospital, I started to eat Youjiale. I always feel very hot. The heat from my heart to my skin made me feel uncomfortable. I dare not stop taking medicine without permission. (Interviewee 12)
Theme 3: Coping strategies
Most of them have a fatalistic attitude toward cancer. They believed that death was doomed, and the only thing left to do is to let nature take its course.
Because I didn't take this disease seriously, there were no symptoms before and after the operation, and my life was normal as before. (Interviewee 7)
Life habits are the same as before. There is nothing to do and nothing worth doing. (Interviewee 3)
Some interviewers responded positively to FCR. Some patients adopt cognitive avoidance. Avoidance may be a kind of protection mechanism, so as not to overthink the impact caused by disease, and to weaken the impact of stress.
I learned that thyroid cancer is the lightest one among cancers, which is also a blessing in misfortune. If work pressure is too high and my body cannot bear it, I will consider quitting my job. (Interviewee 1)
Keep yourself busy and protect yourself from thinking too much about the disease. (Interviewee 10)
Some interviewees said that they gain much support and comfort from their families, and the optimistic resources within their families greatly reduced patients' fear of cancer recurrence.
Sometimes I am afraid of some symptoms. My daughter and my love care about me and worry about my bad mood. They always give me a lot of comforts. (Interviewee 14)