This paper draws upon the experiences of twelve medical interns at the end of their internship. Four major themes were identified, each theme containing a number of categories. Themes were ‘finding one’s feet’; ‘a doctor with support’; ‘healthcare sightseeing’; and ‘stuck at the zoo’. Themes and corresponding categories are outlined in Table 1.
Table 1
Themes and corresponding categories.
Theme | Category |
Finding one’s feet | Settling into the role |
An increased depth in medical knowledge |
Producing healthcare |
A new focus |
Becoming a decision maker |
Responsibility motivates learning |
The internship can be hard |
A doctor with support | A safe structure |
Lower expectations and demands |
Allowed to ask |
The internship equals education |
The support can be limiting |
Healthcare sightseeing | Grasping the organisation |
A varying role |
An anonymous guest worker |
Always new at work |
Stuck at the zoo | It’s homey and agreeable, and a luxury |
Life turns inflexible |
Having a low rank |
It is what you make of it |
In charge of one’s own development |
Ready to move on |
Theme 1: Finding one’s feet
The interns reported that they during the internship started settling into their roles. To act as a doctor became less intimidating, and interns expressed feeling increasingly comfortable and confident taking on a day’s work. Although they expressed that they learned from ‘getting the job done’ and that they understood that someone who becomes a doctor has to know how to write referrals, admit and discharge patients and take care of administrative tasks, the interns struggled to find a balance between ‘producing healthcare’ and making sure they received appropriate education. They repeatedly reported tensions between working and learning:
‘One writes discharge notes (epicrisis), and that is great for everyone else, but myself, I don’t learn anything from it’ (P1).
The interns expressed that through daily, clinical work their knowledge deepened. It became habit to diagnose and treat common conditions, and they could better differentiate a critically ill patient from a healthy one. The interns experienced this enhanced medical knowledge as increasing their trustworthiness in relation to patients and colleagues and making them feel both empowered and more independent as doctors. As one participant said, medical school had been taken to a new level:
‘I know about many things after medical school. I know about common diagnoses, and maybe I've even palpated a peritonitis, if I’ve been lucky, and maybe inserted a nasogastric tube and things like that. But to make the decision to insert that tube and the decision to start operating … there is a certain level of difference there’ (P9).
In this new role as doctor, they experienced having to make decisions of their own. Deciding about treatments and remedies, estimating risks, as well as making decisions about oneself—about when to ask a superior for help or decide to manage on their own. Being trusted to take on the responsibility of a decision-maker was regarded as important in enabling them to learn and grow as doctors:
‘It was not as if I was abandoned, but I was allowed to be in charge of the patients, and I assessed 19 patients that shift. [...] I had never felt that pushed and supported ever before, as when someone actually gives you the responsibility’ (P11).
Theme 2: A doctor with support
According to the participants, being a medical intern came with support in various forms. On a structural level, the interns experienced having an overarching safety net provided by the organisation and the responsible stakeholders at each hospital. Supervisors and programme directors were close at hand and were available if interns encountered problems:
‘We know exactly whom to turn to with our concerns and there’s a lot of support from the head of interns. As a junior doctor before the internship, you are more at the mercy of the specific clinic where you work, and there is no support around you’ (P11).
At the workplace, the interns felt assured that it was both legitimate and expected of them to call for assistance and frequently ask questions. They expressed that it was acceptable to feel unsure and hesitant; they felt comfortable being novices. Moreover, they noted that the demands and expectations placed upon them were lower compared to their senior colleagues. For instance, they knew that they were allowed to have a slower work pace, conducting thorough medical histories and looking up doses and contraindications; this provided a ‘win-win situation’:
‘Patients know that since you are an intern […] you make mistakes, but they are also very happy and satisfied when they meet an intern, because we have much more time and we want to do much more, and we are super meticulous’ (P2).
One participant thought that having a name badge with ‘medical intern’ written on it provided a sense of security and helped in not merely being seen as a caregiver, but as a learner in need of supervision and education. Also, they said this identification justified attending potential learning opportunities not necessarily related to their assigned patients:
‘As an intern, you can be […] more frequently asked when something happens; "Do you want to insert the nasogastric tube?", "Do you want to attend this gastroscopy?", "Do you want to join in on this ultrasound?"’ (P8).
Theme 3: Healthcare sightseeing
The interns described how the medical internship meant constantly changing their workplace. On the whole, they appreciated the rotations on several different wards, emergency departments and clinics, both in outpatient and inpatient settings. Moreover, they expressed that this kind of ‘sightseeing’ gave them an opportunity to get an overview of and grasp the organisation of the healthcare system. However, rotating from one department to another had negative consequences as well, and the interns expressed feeling anonymous, like ‘guest workers’:
‘At worst, I've felt that nobody knows who I am or why I’m there, and then you become a healthcare-producer more than anything else. You know that you’re going to be there for two weeks, and it feels like no one cares about … me!’ (P7).
Additionally, the roles allocated to the interns differed. The roles ranged from being alone in the emergency department during a night shift to watching surgeons performing appendectomies and ‘hardly being allowed to breathe.’ Another aspect was the exhaustion and tiredness resulting from constantly attending new departments. Much time and energy were spent on understanding local routines and customs when starting a new rotation:
‘The actual problem, except that you have to be happy and friendly every Monday, is that there is a lot of logistics. "Now I’ve finished this paper, should I put it in this folder or in that folder?” [...], and it hinders the theoretical learning. It’s all about learning routines’ (P10).
Theme 4: Stuck at the zoo
The interns experienced the internship as a ‘luxury’; receiving salary while gaining experience and being on a steep learning curve together with other junior doctors. Nonetheless, they acknowledged the internship as mandatory and knew that they had to complete all predetermined clinical rotations in order to become a licenced doctor. Thus the ‘stuck at the zoo’ analogy; they felt stuck in a predetermined framework, yet it was in some ways comfortable and satisfactory:
‘There are actually very few professions where you’ve got that luxury, to be allowed to work while receiving supervision’ (P5).
According to the interns, the internship was experienced as a rigid period of a doctor’s career. For instance, they expressed not having the same flexibility as other employees to take time off or make changes in their schedules. Although inflexible and rigid, it was likewise a time where one could make use of the framework and profit from the circumstances. They expressed that there was space to learn more and do more during the internship in order to make the most of it, but there was also an option to choose the path of least resistance:
‘One gets to choose whether to take on a lot and aim to learn, or to somehow just survive the internship. […] One can take very little responsibility, or one can take a lot’ (P4).
Further, the interns felt that they were low-ranking, with patients sometimes regarding them as beginners and superior doctors occasionally thinking they could use the interns for the ‘dirty work.’ Nevertheless, the interns emphasised the need to take responsibility for one’s own learning. To avoid being used by the system or becoming a victim of circumstances, they felt that they had to stay vigilant and aware of their rights and obligations. Once they approached the ‘finish line’ and looked back at their time as interns, they felt that it had been a good experience, that they had learned a lot, but were ready to move on:
‘I feel quite done with being an intern. I wouldn’t like to keep doing this that much longer, because I do not think it would give me more in this form, more than knowledge of course, but … I want to move on’ (P7).