Data saturation was evident at recruitment of 33 patients. During the study period 97 patients were admitted with a diagnosis of microbial keratitis; seven were non-English-speaking, four declined to participate, seventeen were unavailable for interview at suitable times, mostly due to limited research officer availability, and thirty six patients with severe ocular pain, cognitive impairment or complex medical conditions were ineligible. Initial interviews with patient participants were recorded at mean (SD) 21.7 (8.6) minutes duration. Nine participants received follow-up phone interviews between one and two weeks after hospital discharge, averaging 10.2 (4.2) minutes duration. Ten family carers were recruited and interviewed, averaging 19.0 (6.4) minutes duration.
Participant demographic details
Patient participants had an average age of 63.0 (SD 20.7; range 23.0 to 96.0) years and 64% were male. The median duration of their hospital admission at the time of interview was five days, with median (25, 75 quartile) total in-patient duration of 10.0 (5.8, 20.6) days, ranging 2 to 119 days. The majority (n=21, 64%) lived in major cities and towns; for two-thirds of the sample (n=14; 42%) this was the same city as the research hospital. Two participants resided in other states (Table 1).
Family carer participants had an average age of 64.1 (SD 10.2; range 40 to 75) years, and were predominantly (90%) female. Six were patients’ wives, one was the patient’s husband and one each was described as a patient’s partner, niece or daughter.
Table 1 Demographic characteristics of patient and family carer participants
Characteristics
| Patients (n=33)
| Carers (n=10)
|
Age (years) mean (SD)
| 63 (20.7)
| 64 (10.2)
|
Gender n (%) Male
| 21 (64)
| 1 (10)
|
Female
| 12 (36)
| 9 (90)
|
Australian-born n (%)
| 22 (67)
| 5 (50)
|
Living in NSW n (%)
| 31 (94)
| 9 (90)
|
ASGC-RA category n(%)
Major city
| 21 (64)
| 6 (60)
|
Inner regional
| 7 (21)
| 3 (30)
|
Outer regional
| 5 (15)
| 1 (10)
|
SD = standard deviation, NSW = New South Wales, ASGC-RA = Australian Standard Geographical Classification – Remoteness Areas
Interview themes
Analysis of the patient interviews revealed two major themes. Saving sight had subthemes of costs of saving sight, travel and transportation, and unpreparedness; Safe-guarding home and normal life centred around family, work and pastimes. Themes were common findings across patients and their family carers. In the text, patients and carers are identified by numbers prefixed with P and C, respectively
Theme 1: Saving sight
All patients commented on the primary importance to them of maintaining or restoring their eyesight. This was their focus, pre-occupying their thoughts:
…I think this looks like it’s the last resort, you know. I had been worrying that I might have…lost my eye. (P7)
The priority of saving sight was also illustrated by carers, with one adamant that:
He [her husband] would rather lose a leg than his eyesight. (C8)
The possible effect of the disease on vision was a source of deep anxiety and worry. An immediate consequence was that it was crucial that treatment continue, even when things were not going as well as hoped. Participants clung to hope; importantly, they wanted their doctors to do the same:
That’s my big, big, deep worry, which I’m being very honest and opening up about now, but I’m pushing that down, thinking that is my worst worry, I might lose the eye. (P5)
When asked if the patient had discussed this with the medical team, no-one responded affirmatively. At this relatively early stage of treatment, a pervasive attitude of non-disclosure was revealed, founded in the fear that medical staff might terminate treatment they regarded as potentially curative:
No, I haven’t. I don’t want to discourage them. (P5)
A sub-theme expounded the cost of saving sight, reflected in a number of ways. Patients would endure the intensive treatment, in the form of eye drop regimens and injections, if it meant that they could continue to hope their eyesight may improve or that their eye/s could be saved. Eye drops were administered hourly, often day and night, or even more regularly for a number of days before reducing the frequency. Such regimens were exhausting but the participants accepted this without demur as it was required to treat their keratitis and it signalled to patients that hope was not lost. Patients appreciated that such regimes were also challenging for nurses to deliver, because of the workload but also because of the toll on an empathic nurse to have to wake someone hourly:
On the hour every hour .. the poor nurse has got to come and wake, and they say, oh, sorry, I’ve got to wake you. But it’s no good them being sorry, it’s… part of the job and part of the… that is the treatment. (P11)
The treatment imposed considerable strain, and the nightly regimen resulted in sleep deprivation.
I could sleep on a barbed-wire fence.…..it’s not normal, I don’t normally sleep in the daytime, and I don’t have naps. (P11)
Nevertheless, whatever the problems or discomfort associated with their admission to hospital and their treatment, the facts of this were not per se a source of worry as they were recognised as a necessity to be endured:
…. because I accept that it has to be done. It is the best thing for me. … they are all working for the same cause I am working for which is getting it right. (P2)
The condition itself caused pain, but patients also had to endure discomfort ranging to severe pain from intraocular injections. Patients’ responses were often, but not invariably, stoic, initially at least:
I wasn’t really worried about it but it turns out he gave me five needles in the eye which didn’t impress me one bit. (P3)
There was comfort in knowing that they or their loved one were in a hospital where the staff were experts in eye care. The ‘expert’ status of the staff of a specialist eye hospital was a source of reassurance for patients and families:
I was just grateful to be under a roof where I knew somebody was handy to look at it [the eye], and they all knew what they were doing. (P5)
I couldn’t do anything for him at home because he was practically crying from the pain and I know he was in the best place getting the best care. (C3)
A second sub-theme addressed travel and transportation. Travel to and from the hospital was mentioned by all participants. Most patients had relied on a carer to drive them and, with less than half (42%) living in the city where the hospital was located, for many this entailed long distances. For some, the journey to the hospital had involved a number of steps, and use of public transport or flights from regional areas, other states or territories. Some carer participants, especially those who lived in regional or rural areas, were not confident in driving to or across the city. Even those who did drive could find it difficult to locate the hospital and appropriate parking.
I would not even attempt to drive into the city. I wouldn’t have a clue (C9)
Transportation continued to be a concern after they arrived at the hospital, with anxieties about getting home from hospital. Navigating an unfamiliar environment with a newly-discharged patient could appear daunting. One patient had travelled to the hospital from a regional area in an ambulance and was concerned about how to return home:
She just said oh no you’ll just have to get a train home. And I’m like I can’t see to get the trains home. (P30)
This participant was asked at follow up how her trip home had gone:
… it was really scary, really hectic, and I was knocked over while on the escalators. (P30)
The third sub-theme focused on unpreparedness. For all patients the suddenness of symptom onset meant they were unprepared: planning and preparation was rushed, incomplete and/ or inadequate.
Went home, didn’t pack it, no we didn’t. Yes, we did. We went home, swapped cars around, used the wife’s car instead of mine. (P 27)
A number of the patients remained unprepared for hospital admission even at the point of admission: they had attended the hospital unaware they might be admitted:
... all they said was you’re going to get some eye drops. I’m like, some really strong eye drops, okay. The doctors here said, oh, you’re staying. I’m like, what? (P26)
Unexpected hospital admissions, and unexpectedly protracted length of stay, could be accepted as a necessary imposition for the sake of saving their sight but unpreparedness resulted in patients not having the clothes or other essential items with them. One patient was unable to source suitable incontinence pads or his usual medication:
I came in expecting to be here for three days, and I’m still in. I’ll be here probably eight, nine days by the time I leave, so I run out of things. (P24)
The journey, the consequent admission and treatment and then the processes of hospital discharge and return home entailed a great deal of anxiety and upset for most participants. However, these were necessary processes and it was recognised that these were the costs of gaining expert treatment for their eye condition and hopefully saving sight.
Theme 2: Safeguarding home and normal life
This theme centred around family, work and hobbies; throughout, the dominant sense was one of anxiety and concern at the implications of the current situation, with a desire to preserve normal life.
Some patient participants were more concerned for their family, especially their partner, than for themselves. In three instances the spouse at home was not well and the patient was their carer, compounding the stress of these patient participants.
Yes, because, yes, she does get sort of tired and out of breath and other things. So, I said to the nurse I tried to ring the wife (P16)
Family carer participants were happy in the knowledge that their loved ones were receiving expert care but were nonetheless concerned about them and for what the future might hold for them. Some patient participants already had some experience of declining sight, were only too aware of the potential for acute deterioration and what the implications of this might be:
Well he gets a bit cranky. I think that is because he gets frustrated because there are a lot of things he used to do and he can’t do any more. He can’t see properly. Even with a screw he tries and I say I will do it and he says no. In the end I have to do it because he can’t see and it’s like he knows he can’t see but he doesn’t want to believe it. (C5)
Spouses and family members found themselves with role reversal, and were often placed in new and unfamiliar roles, such as becoming the main carer for a child or the farm manager during the patient’s admission. The unfamiliarity of this was an additional source of anxiety for both parties. This could be further compounded by patients’ separation and isolation from their families; patient participants reported missing loved ones. One patient, whose home was 12 hours by road from the hospital and who had been hospitalised over a week when interviewed, reported missing the grandchildren she usually saw every day.
Most patients did not work but for those who did there were work concerns. They worried how they would manage, and how their work was continuing while they were in hospital. In some instances patient participants continued to at least try to work remotely during their hospital admission:
I’m sort of running... well, not running, but I’m working on quite a big project which I’m sort of quite in the middle of, ... they’re sort of struggling a bit without me there, so I’m missing out on a fair bit of work. ... (P25)
Further, there were concerns regarding their finances whilst on sick leave, and anxieties that long term hospitalisation and regular follow up would drain future finances, especially for those who lived long distances from the hospital:
… That little nest egg will be gone. But still, hopefully at the end of August I'll still have an eye. (P8)
Patients and family carers were uneasy about the outcome of the infection and the admission on eventual vision, and for the effect of vision for future employability. This included future ability to continue working and being able to maintain a driver’s licence and hence mobility.
Probably my biggest concern is whether I will be okay to drive. (P17)
For those who did drive, the ability to continue driving was very important.
For patient participants who were retired, a major concern centred on their ability to maintain activities, hobbies and interests. For one patient, belonging to the men’s shed and doing woodwork was extremely important but this was hard for him to reconcile with the risk of eye damage from dust and wood particles:
Only for the club [men’s shed] I think I would be in me grave now. I'm not going anywhere near the club until me eye is right. (P7)
One participant could only see the future in terms of losses, and lamented all the changes that would occur once he went home:
….I used to always do the gardening. I’ve liked to paint houses, I liked to do physical things like carpentry and wash the car, and I can’t do any of that anymore. (P18)
Self-reported vision-related quality of life: NEI VFQ–25 results
With total and domain scores (Table 2) calculated of a maximum possible score of 100, a mean (SD) NEIVFQ 25 score of 74 (21.9) was reported. Participants’ median score of 83.9 indicated a right skewed pattern, with more patients reporting above-average than below-average scores. Three participants reported scores below the 25th centile, indicating severely depressed vision-related quality of life. Self-reported health revealed a similarly right-skewed pattern; a relatively low mean of 54.6, with a much higher median score of 75.
Of the domain scores, general vision was particularly affected, with the lowest average score. By contrast, colour and peripheral vision were rated as virtually unaffected. Ocular pain scores ranged from very low to maximal, with substantial variation revealed by a SD of 21.5 (Table 2).
Table 2: National Eye Institute Visual Functioning Questionnaire–25 total and domain scores
| N
| Min.
| Max.
| Mean
| SD
| Median
| 25,75 Q
|
General health
| 33
| 0
| 100
| 54.6
| 26.1
| 75.0
| 37.5, 87.5
|
Vision specific: mental health
| 33
| 12.5
| 100
| 67.0
| 24.3
| 81.2
| 53.1, 90.5
|
Vision specific: role difficulties
| 33
| 0
| 100
| 61.4
| 30.3
| 75.0
| 62.5, 87.5
|
Vision specific: dependency
| 33
| 0
| 100
| 67.9
| 27.2
| 91.7
| 75.0, 91.7
|
Driving
| 25
| 0
| 100
| 65.9
| 41.4
| 91.7
| 37.5, 100.0
|
General vision
| 33
| 0
| 80
| 50.9
| 20.1
| 60.0
| 40.0, 80.0
|
Colour vision
| 32
| 25
| 100
| 90.6
| 23.5
| 100.0
| 100.0, 100.0
|
Peripheral vision
| 33
| 25
| 100
| 73.5
| 27.9
| 100.0
| 62.5, 100.0
|
Near activities
| 29
| 0
| 100
| 63.2
| 28.6
| 83.3
| 37.5, 100.0
|
Distance activities
| 21
| 0
| 100
| 65.5
| 32.2
| 91.7
| 66.7, 100.0
|
Vision specific: social functioning
| 26
| 12.5
| 100
| 78.4
| 30.1
| 100.0
| 100.0, 100.0
|
Ocular pain
| 33
| 12.5
| 100
| 62.1
| 21.5
| 62.5
| 50.0, 75.0
|
TOTAL NEIVSF-25
| 13
| 21.3
| 93.4
| 74.0
| 21.9
| 83.9
| 56.5, 92.0
|