Participants’ characteristics
Of the 12 participants that agreed to participate, two dropped out prior to the start of the interviews as they were too busy at that moment (n = 1) or had difficulty with the assignments due to HD not being a big part of life yet (n = 1). Subsequently, two additional participants were recruited and agreed to participate.
In total, 12 HDGECs (6 premanifest, 6 manifest) participated in the interviews. Mean age of the included sample at time of the interview was 53 years, with premanifest HDGECs having a mean age of 46 years and manifest HDGECs of 59 years. Female to male ratio was 1:1 for both groups. Interview duration ranged between 1 hour and 3 minutes to 1 hour and 47 minutes. Other relevant sociodemographic information is displayed in Table 2.
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HDGECs’ definition of QoL
All participants provided a definition of QoL (see Table 3). The term QoL was understood by all participants, with none asking for clarification of its meaning. One premanifest HDGEC (P6) indicated that the question about QoL was quite difficult to answer but did not specify why, and nevertheless continued with providing a definition.
One main theme was identified from the QoL definitions of all participants: Shifting focus from ideality to reality. This theme subsumed four subthemes, derived from 11 different categories (see Figure 1). Two of the subthemes were identified among premanifest HDGECs: 1) Thoughts about a meaningful life regardless of HD, which describes the categories of socio-economic well-being, maintaining autonomy, satisfaction with life, and HD in the background; and 2) Concerns about the future progression and impact of HD, which involves references of participants to HD in family members, emotions with regard to the future, and effects of future complaints on self and others. The other two subthemes were identified among manifest HDGECs: 3) Coming to terms with HD, whichdescribes the impact of HD on self and others, the perception of the disease, and coping strategies; and 4) Shifting perspectives due to the impact of HD, which illustrates putting things into perspective, socio-economic well-being and satisfaction with life. The main theme is illustrated by discussion of the underlying subthemes and categories per group below.
Table 3
Quotes of quality of life definitions provided by participants
Participant
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Gender
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QoL definition
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Premanifest HDGECs
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1
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Male
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Well, basically I think [poor connection] about being healthy, being free of complaints and being able to deal with complaints. But in addition, I mostly think, the main problem with Huntington, is social well-being. And I think that is one of the issues. And for myself, for myself I’m a little less afraid of the future, but QoL is also the pressure you put on others. On informal caregivers, on those you live with. I also see that as part of QoL. Also going through life smoothly […] The QoL is that informal caregivers are not burdened, but that you can just live together as a family in that way. That is QoL. On the other hand, just thinking about it in a healthy way, but the social aspect is mainly… Now I have quite a few social contacts and things like that. That is an important thing that I am afraid to lose, certainly in relation to Huntington.
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2
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Male
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With QoL, it comes to my mind that you are not too limited by HD, so to speak. QoL is of course somewhat broader, because you can look at QoL more generally and then the question is: what is the QoL? So I did view it that way, in the context of Huntington, so to say, and what is QoL? And in what way is the quality lower? At this time, for me, I am satisfied and happy with the QoL now. Look, I would like to have more money because that would perhaps make the quality better, but not in a way that I have severe limitations that affect my QoL. So if I see that [QoL] with my mother, for example, she is very difficult to understand, she moves quite a lot. The moment you want to ask something and she wants to say something, she always starts to talk, then she starts grumbling, because she finds it hard to express herself. Look, then I say, your QoL... Other than that, it’s still fine. But those are then difficult things of QoL. I see that as lower quality […] Then it [QoL] becomes lower, or more limited. What I am afraid of, and which reduces QoL, is that instead of a pleasant family man, you become a distant grumpy, snappy man. I would find that... Then I would be sad about my QoL […] I would not like that. That [behavioral change] would be a violation of my quality, yes. […] The fact that you become less mobile also reduces QoL somewhat, but I would mind that less than the other thing [becoming a distant grumpy man]. I would have more problems with that.
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3
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Male
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QoL. Look, of course you hope not to become disabled or something. Look, I of course, a few years ago, I could no longer walk [for reasons other than HD]. Then you become dependent on your wheelchair because of my back. And then I’ve had that [description of treatment method] afterwards and I’m glad I can walk again now. And then of course you’re happy that you actually have, in my opinion, a good QoL, but I don’t really want to attribute that to Huntington. So that’s why I sometimes find some things quite difficult, then I think yeah, do I already have to think about Huntington? No, I don’t really want that. And then when I look at my sister, she feels incredibly down, and she’s just put under a lot of medication [in Dutch: kept stiff] and she then goes to [Huntington center] three times a week for a couple of hours because she can’t be alone. But this morning I was there again. I think what the hell is that kid doing in [Huntington center], because she’s not doing anything there. And she’s not getting any better either. And is only kept stiff with medication.
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4
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Female
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Yeah, that could be very broad, of course. It could be that you can still do everything and that your social circle is large. That you still earn your own income, which gives you satisfaction. But as the disease shows itself more and more, becomes more evident, I have also seen that in my father and my brother, both of them have Huntington. Then you start to appreciate different things. So you keep pushing those limits again and again. Focus on what you can achieve. What’s important, or what you can still do. But right now, I do indeed hang out with friends, go places, organize things, yes doing things with family. Yes, that is just very valuable and for me that is also, that is also part of QoL.
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5
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Female
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Well, at least that you are happy, and yes, of course that can be in many ways. At work, in your own private life. But it seems to me that the most important thing is that you are happy, depending on how you can realize that for yourself.
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6
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Female
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That you can shape your own life the way you want, that you are not dependent, yes how do I say that, that you can live independently, that you can allocate your own time, that you are free, to say so, to do whatever you want. Yeah […] Doing things, but I don’t know, what do you think about QoL, that is quite a difficult question […] Yes, those things that I have written down there, they are also part of it for me, in addition to the other things, that you just do your daily things, that you are having a good time. That you are not limited by your body, but also not by other people.
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Manifest HDGECs
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7
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Female
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Yes, quite good. I don’t really feel that it [HD] affects me yet. And I for example have my bicycle via the WMO [Dutch social support act], I have a special tricycle and other than that, everything runs here. Yeah, I’m still in the early stages of movement and stuff, I think. Yes, if I compare myself to my uncles and my grandmother and my... yeah, yeah.
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8
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Female
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I don’t know what exactly I wrote down anymore. For day and night rhythm, I wrote that gives me structure in my life. That’s the first element [in the workbook]. And the second thing is that I like to communicate with people around me about my disease, and also tell them how my disease is doing. So that I’m very open about it and therefore don’t hesitate if I’m just not doing alright, or that I experience more symptoms, or that it is sometimes temporary or that you… yes, I just like to share that with others. In any case, you are venting it for yourself, I experience that myself. And then they can also anticipate better, otherwise they don’t know how to anticipate. If you keep saying it’s going well, when it’s not going well, right, if you sometimes feel overstimulated by certain… and therefore also have a bit of mood swings. And that is not a pleasant experience for myself, nor for my partner. I’m not afraid to talk about that.
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9
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Male
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I did relate it [the question about QoL] to my Huntington past, my Huntington name, because I do have a problem myself. My wife passed away almost a year ago. Of course, that strongly influenced my life, my QoL. That is also the reason that I still continued to work, just to have some distraction indeed, some structure, which has all changed again because of the corona thing, because I have to work from home now. Nevertheless, for Huntington I just want to keep up to date with developments, and that support that can be provided which will be very needed in the years to come, when things can only get worse. Look, now it’s not yet so bad. I’m still pretty good, especially physically it is not too bad for me. A few years ago, I was worse. But I took part in a drug trial once, and it helped me. Nevertheless, it can only deteriorate. And then I think that contact with peers and indeed medical support, medical information, is useful.
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10
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Male
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Yeah, because of the disease, I just think seize the day. I know I’ll [unintelligible] and stay mobile, yes. So that’s why, because of my disease and now you are limited with everything. So every day that I wake up, I’m happy. That’s why.
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11
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Male
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Yes, in short, I mainly think about… yeah, happiness, isn’t it? That you can be happy with yourself, how you live with your [social] environment, well, let’s just say, especially your direct environment. It used to be mainly work and wife, children and now it is mainly children and grandchildren nowadays. That is actually a new happiness, isn’t it, if you can be satisfied with that, then I already have a lot of QoL. And in itself I don’t even think about… Because certainly if I, as a Huntington patient, think of well, I have to be completely healthy or something, you know? That’s not even necessary, because a lot of those kind of things, you can make that work. If you are no longer able to walk, well then, you may have to use a walker or a wheelchair. Nowadays there are quite a few possibilities to overcome all that and so I think a lot about how the children and grandchildren are doing, and my relationship with them. That is the most important thing in my life. So.
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12
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Female
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Yes, everything actually. Movement. But also being able to do everything at home and household, actually everything. With friends.
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HDGECs: Huntington’s disease gene expansion carriers; HD: Huntington’s disease; QoL: quality of life. |
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Premanifest HDGECs’ definition of QoL
Five premanifest HDGECs provided a comprehensive definition of QoL, whereas the definition of one participant (P5) was very concise (see Table 3). One participant (P2) incorporated an evaluation of QoL in his definition and stated that he was satisfied with his current QoL and did not experience limitations of HD affecting his QoL. None of the other participants included such an evaluation in their QoL definitions, yet one participant (P3) mentioned the impact of a former comorbid health disorder on his QoL.
Subtheme 1: Thoughts about a meaningful life regardless of HD
When defining QoL, all premanifest HDGECs expressed thoughts about a meaningful life regardless of the reality of HD.
A meaningful life was interpreted in different ways, and included factors related to socio-economic well-being, maintaining autonomy and satisfaction with life. Factors related to socio-economic well-being in relation to QoL were mentioned by more than half of all premanifest participants and discussed evenly among female and male participants. Some participants talked about the importance of economic factors, such as being able to generate one’s own income and getting satisfaction from work. One participant indicated that having more financial resources would improve his QoL. Others focused more on factors related to social well-being in their definition of QoL, including undertaking social activities and having social relationships:
“But right now, I do indeed hang out with friends, go places, organize things, yes doing things with family. Yes, that is just very valuable and for me that is also, that is also part of QoL.” (P4)
In addition to socio-economic well-being, which was the only aspect mentioned by (two) male participants, female participants also emphasized other aspects of a meaningful life. For instance, two female participants (P4 and P6) emphasized the importance of maintaining autonomy in relation to QoL. Multiple aspects were raised, including self-management and being able to function independently:
“That you can shape your own life the way you want, that you are not dependent, yes how do I say that, that you can live independently, that you can allocate your own time, that you are free, to say so, to do whatever you want.” (P6)
Besides the strong focus on maintaining autonomy, this participant also expressed that QoL refers to having a good time. Satisfaction with life was also raised by another female participant (P5) who focused solely on happiness in her definition of QoL and did not include any other factors:
“But it seems to me that the most important thing is that you are happy, depending on how you can realize that for yourself.” (P5)
She described the importance of being happy both at work and in personal life.
While discussing these constitutes of a meaningful life, all premanifest participants did not include their reality with HD when defining QoL. Half of the premanifest participants mentioned that QoL included being healthy, being free of complaints and not being (too) limited by HD, thereby viewing an ideal life as being free of limitations posed by HD. Another participant (P3), with a former comorbid health condition, was a bit hesitant about the cause of his complaints, which he did not want to attribute to HD:
“And then [after being able to walk again following treatment of a comorbid condition] of course you’re happy that you actually have, in my opinion, a good QoL, but I don’t really want to attribute that to Huntington. So that’s why I sometimes find some things quite difficult, then I think yeah, do I already have to think about Huntington? No, I don’t really want that.” (P3)
Two participants, both female, solely focused on the description of a meaningful life without including any references to being symptom free or other limitations posed by HD:
“[QoL means that] well, at least that you are happy, and yes, of course that can be in many ways.” (P5)
While focusing on an ideal, meaningful life, premanifest participants disengaged from present HD-related thoughts, viewing it as a concern for the future, as illustrated in the next theme.
Subtheme 2: Concerns about the future progression and impact of HD
The majority of participants expressed concerns about future deterioration inherent to the progression of HD, as well as the impact of the disease on themselves and others. This subtheme was identified amongst all three male participants and one female participant.
Half of the participants acknowledged the progressive nature and impact of HD in their definition of QoL, as illustrated by the included references to affected family members. One participant briefly mentioned the affected family members (P4), whereas two participants (P2 and P3), both male, talked in more detail about the symptoms that family members experienced:
“So if I see that [QoL] with my mother, for example, she is very difficult to understand, she moves quite a lot. The moment you want to ask something and she wants to say something, she always starts to talk, then she starts grumbling, because she finds it hard to express herself. […] Other than that, it’s still fine. But those are then difficult things of QoL. I see that as lower quality.” (P2)
This participant describes the symptoms he has witnessed in his mother. He acknowledges that QoL would decrease when certain symptoms of HD start to manifest. The other participant also strongly expressed his opinion on the treatment his sister received:
“I think what the hell is that kid doing in [Huntington center], because she’s not doing anything there. And she’s not getting any better either. And is only kept stiff with medication [Dutch phrase that indicates that participant’s sister is being put under a lot of medication].” (P3)
Only male participants expressed emotions related to the future progression of the disease. For two of these participants, who also included detailed references to HD in family members, these emotions seemed to be related to what they have seen in family members. They talked about possible losses due to HD including fear of physical deterioration (P2 and P3), such as declining mobility or becoming handicapped. One participant expressed his fear of behavioral change (P2):
“What I am afraid of, and which reduces QoL, is that instead of a pleasant family man, you become a distant grumpy, snappy man. I would find that... Then I would be sad about my QoL.” (P2)
One other male participant stated that he was not that fearful of the future, as he tried to think about it in a ‘healthy way’. However, when talking about his current social relationships, he did mention the fear of losing social engagement:
“Now I have quite a few social contacts and things like that. That is an important thing that I am afraid to lose, certainly in relation to Huntington.” (P1)
This participant was also concerned with the future impact of HD on others. He directly related QoL to his social environment, by stating that he did not want to burden people in his environment once the disease progresses:
“…but QoL is also the pressure you put on others. On informal caregivers, on those you live with. I also see that as part of QoL.” (P1)
He described that for himself, it would be important to cope well with future complaints. Two other participants also talked about the impact of future complaints on themselves. One of these participants (P2) acknowledged that the future manifestation of HD, and especially changes in behavior, would reduce his QoL. When he compared the effects of future decline in mobility and changes in behavior, he concluded that behavioral change would be worse as it would negatively impact his QoL:
“[…] I would not like that. That [behavioral change] would be a violation of my quality, yes. […] The fact that you become less mobile also reduces QoL somewhat, but I would mind that less than the other thing [becoming a distant grumpy man]. I would have more problems with that.” (P2)
Another participant included references to affected family members when talking about the effects of the progression of HD. She described how perspectives will change once the disease manifests, as had happened in her relatives with HD:
“But as the disease shows itself more and more, becomes more evident, I have also seen that in my father and my brother, both of them have Huntington. Then you start to appreciate different things.” (P4)
Manifest HDGECs’ definition of QoL
Half of the manifest HDGECs provided a detailed definition of QoL, while the other half defined QoL more concisely (see Table 3). One participant (P7) included an evaluation of QoL in her definition and indicated that her current QoL was quite good. None of the other manifest HDGECs provided such an indication about their QoL, yet one participant (P9) mentioned that having become a widower has strongly impacted his QoL.
Subtheme 3: Coming to terms with HD
From their definitions of QoL, it was apparent that the vast majority of manifest HDGECs came to terms with HD as they discussed the impact of HD on themselves and others, their perceptions of the disease, and ways to cope with their HD experiences.
One participant (P8) acknowledged that her current experienced symptoms, including being overstimulated and having mood swings, had an impact on herself and her partner:
“And that is not a pleasant experience for myself, nor for my partner.” (P8)
References to how participants currently perceive their disease were included in the QoL definitions of more than half of manifest HDGECs. Some participants acknowledged the progressive nature of HD, yet specific disease perceptions also differed across participants. One of the participants (P10) mentioned that he was currently ‘limited with everything’ due to HD, whereas another participant (P7) indicated that she did not feel that HD has affected her yet:
“I don’t really feel that it [HD] affects me yet. And I for example have my bicycle via the WMO [Dutch social support act], I have a special tricycle and other than that, everything runs here. Yeah, I’m still in the early stages of movement and stuff, I think.” (P7)
Although she mentioned that she did not yet experience the impact of HD, she did describe how she is currently in the early stages of motor symptoms and that she needs a tricycle for cycling.
The use of a medical aid, like a tricycle, is one way of managing experienced complaints. A variety of other coping strategies were discussed by the majority of manifest HDGECs. For instance, one female participant emphasized the importance of talking about HD with others:
“And the second thing is that I like to communicate with people around me about my disease, and also tell them how my disease is doing. So that I’m very open about it and therefore don’t hesitate if I’m just not doing alright, or that I experience more symptoms, or that it is sometimes temporary or that you… yes, I just like to share that with others. In any case, you are venting it for yourself, I experience that myself.” (P8)
Being open about HD to others seemed a very important aspect of her life as her definition of QoL was primarily focused on talking about the disease. This helped her to vent her experiences and emotions in a way that enables her to cope with all that comes along with HD. She also mentioned the importance of HD awareness among people around here, such that they are well-informed of her current HD status and able to anticipate her needs.
Other coping strategies discussed by participants included adding structure to life (P8), being actively involved with the disease (e.g., participating in research, looking up information) (P9), and the use of medication or medical aids (P9 and 7). One participant (P11) acknowledged that there are many aids available for dealing with current or future complaints, such as a wheelchair or walking aid (see Table 3). Another participant (P9) emphasized the importance of aids, especially when the disease progresses:
“Nevertheless, it can only deteriorate. And then I think that contact with peers and indeed medical support, medical information, is useful.” (P9)
This participant acknowledged the progressive nature of HD and thought ahead about ways to deal with this progression when needed. At the same time, the (future) progression of disease allowed him to put his current complaints more into perspective, as discussed in the next subtheme.
Subtheme 4: Shifting perspectives due to the impact of HD
The majority of manifest HDGECs included references to shifting perspectives due to the impact of HD when defining their QoL. This subtheme was identified amongst all three male participants and in one female participant
One participant put his current complaints into perspective, in light of his past and expected future symptoms:
“Look, now it’s not yet so bad. I’m still pretty good, especially physically it is not too bad for me. A few years ago, I was worse. But I took part in a drug trial once, and it helped me. Nevertheless, it can only deteriorate.” (P9)
He acknowledged that a worsening of functioning is to be expected in the future and that his functioning could only deteriorate from now on. Another participant (P7) did not feel that the use of a tricycle for biking is limiting her, and she seemed to focus on the things that she is still able to do. Another participant (P11) devoted most of his QoL definition to discussing more general changes in perspectives on life:
“It [happiness] used to be mainly work and wife, children and now it is mainly children and grandchildren nowadays. That is actually a new happiness, isn’t it, if you can be satisfied with that, then I already have a lot of QoL. […] Because certainly if I, as a Huntington patient, think of well, I have to be completely healthy or something, you know? That’s not even necessary, because a lot of those kind of things, you can make that work. If you are no longer able to walk, well then, you may have to use a walker or a wheelchair. Nowadays there are quite a few possibilities to overcome all that and so I think a lot about how the children and grandchildren are doing, and my relationship with them. That is the most important thing in my life.” (P11).
This participant talked about finding a ‘new happiness’, which for him included shifting the focus from work, marriage and being completely healthy to his children and grandchildren. Their well-being and his relationship to them were now his main focus as the disease was progressing.
This participant also related satisfaction with this new happiness to a good QoL. QoL for him included being happy with oneself and the people in his environment. Factors related to social(-economical) well-being were also mentioned by others. Another male participant (P10) focused on being able to enjoy life as part of his QoL definition:
“Yeah, because of the disease, I just think seize the day. […] So every day that I wake up, I’m happy.” (P10)
Both subthemes were identified from the QoL definitions of all manifest HDGECs, except that of one participant (P12). Her definition consisted of fragmented sentences which were difficult to interpret:
“Yes, everything actually. Movement. But also being able to do everything at home and household, actually everything. With friends.” (P12)
Her definition seems to be more fitting within the subthemes found for premanifest HDGECs, as she solely referred to maintaining autonomy and having social relationships. This participant was just recently diagnosed with manifest HD (1 year prior to the interview date) after a prior misdiagnosis of dementia.
Comparison of QoL definitions between premanifest and manifest HDGECs
Regarding the QoL definitions provided by all participants, premanifest HDGECs seemed to provide a more detailed definition of QoL (5 out of 6 participants). Half of manifest HDGECs provided a detailed definition, whereas the other half defined QoL more concisely. Some of these definitions were slightly fragmented (P10 and P12) and somewhat incoherent (P8 and P9).
Moreover, different subthemes were identified for both groups. It seems that the premanifest participants focused more on what an ideal, meaningful life should look like regardless of the reality of HD, whereas manifest participants focused more on living and dealing with the impact of HD in the present moment. In addition, premanifest HDGECs redirected their HD-related concerns to the future, whereas manifest HDGECs expressed how the current progression and impact of HD allowed them to put things more into perspective.
This difference in focus between groups was also apparent in the underlying categories of each subtheme. Premanifest HDGECs focused more on factors constituting a meaningful life, such as socio-economic well-being and maintaining autonomy. They did talk about concerns with regard to the impact of the disease and symptoms, but these were all related to the future and not to the present. Manifest HDGECs, however, focused on how they currently experienced the disease, how they coped with these experiences, and how that changed their perspectives; topics that were not raised amongst premanifest HDGECs. Furthermore, the density of subthemes was higher for premanifest than for manifest HDGECs, indicating that premanifest participants discussed more topics when defining their QoL as opposed to manifest HDGECs. With regard to similarities between the groups, two categories were frequently mentioned by both premanifest and manifest HDGECs, i.e., socio-economic well-being and satisfaction with life. Both groups considered social relationships, happiness and enjoyment important constitutes of QoL.