Participant Characteristics
The demographic details of the participants interviewed are summarised in Table 1 (Table 1: Demographic and HIV Characteristics of Participants). The average age was 32 (range 21 – 46) years and equal numbers of males and females were interviewed. Eleven participants had been living with HIV for ≥ 10 years and four had lived with HIV for ≥ 20 years. The route of transmission for most participants (15) was sexual intercourse. Two participants were infected at birth through vertical transmission and a further two when they were raped, one as a 3-year-old and one as a 9-year-old. The remaining participant, an injection drug user, was infected through the sharing of needles. Eighteen of the 20 participants had had at least one episode of TB.
Table 1
Demographic and HIV Characteristics of Participants
Patient ID | Hospital | Gender | Age (years) | Years living with HIV | ART initiation | Probable source of HIV infection |
1 | KDH* | Female | 23 | 16 | Vertical transmission as mother raped, diagnosed as HIV at 7 years old and ART initiated immediately. |
2 | KDH | Male | 44 | 9 | ART initiated 1 year after diagnosis | Sexual intercourse |
3 | KDH | Male | 35 | 5 | ART initiated at diagnosis | Sexual intercourse |
4 | KDH | Female | 30 | 5 | ART initiated at diagnosis | Sexual intercourse |
5 | KDH | Male | 31 | 8 | ART initiated at diagnosis | Sexual intercourse |
6 | KDH | Male | 33 | 13 | ART initiated 8 years after diagnosis | Sexual intercourse |
7 | KDH | Male | 36 | 16 | ART initiated at diagnosis | Sexual intercourse |
8 | KDH | Female | 39 | 20 | ART initiated a year after diagnosis when CD4 < 200 | Sexual intercourse |
9 | KDH | Female | 38 | 10 | 2013 diagnosed with HIV | Sexual intercourse |
10 | KDH | Female | 38 | 12 | 2011 diagnosed with HIV, but didn’t start Rx immediately | Sexual intercourse |
11 | KEH** | Male | 22 | 22 | Vertical transmission, ART initiated at 9 years old. Participants informed of status 7 years later. |
12 | KEH | Female | 26 | 5 | ART initiated at diagnosis | Sexual intercourse |
13 | KEH | Male | 23 | 2 | ART initiated at diagnosis | Sexual intercourse |
14 | KEH | Male | 28 | 8 | ART initiated at diagnosis | Sexual intercourse |
15 | KEH | Male | 36 | 11 | ART initiated at diagnosis | Sexual intercourse |
16 | KEH | Female | 41 | 10 | ART initiated at diagnosis | Sexual intercourse |
17 | KEH | Male | 28 | 0.5 | ART initiated a week after diagnosis | Syringes used for injecting drugs |
18 | KEH | Female | 46 | 21 | ART initiated 18 years after diagnosis | Sexual intercourse |
19 | KEH | Female | 26 | 21 | Raped as a 3-year-old. Diagnosed as living with HIV 12 years later. ART initiated immediately. |
20 | KEH | Female | 22 | 6 | Raped as a 9-year-old. Diagnosed as living with HIV 7 years later. ART initiated immediately. |
*KDH = King Dinuzulu Hospital; **KEH = King Edward VIII Hospital; ART = antiretroviral therapy |
Table 1:
Thematic Overview
The most distinct patterns to emerge were the repeated periods of engagement versus disengagement with the health services (Figure 1: Treatment Journey of People Hospitalised with Advanced HIV Disease). This pattern was evident both at the time of diagnosis and ART initiation as well throughout participants’ treatment journey.
Physical well-being - the major force driving engagement and disengagement with health services
Participants’ engagement or disengagement with the health services was driven primarily by their physical well-being. At the time of an HIV diagnosis, participants who were physically well delayed initiating treatment until their health deteriorated:
‘The thing is…I was also healthy and didn't see a reason for me to take the pills.’ (Participant #6)
‘I did not take treatment then (2013), I only started taking treatment in 2021. I just saw that I was alright. Why must I take pills when I am alright?’ (Participant #9)
In addition, at the time of diagnosis, there was denial regarding their HIV diagnosis which led in some instances to participants retesting at another facility:
‘I was tested and told that I am HIV positive. They gave me pamphlets that directed me on where I should go since I am positive. I took that pamphlet and threw it inside the bin. After some time I went to another clinic because I was sick. At that clinic you would be asked to take an HIV test irrespective of what brought you there. They tested me and I was given a letter in a white envelope that said I am positive. I started hating clinics.’ (Participant #8)
Once on ART, in addition to physical well-being, disengagement was also driven by a denial of HIV and lack of understanding of the insidious nature of HIV progression in the absence of signs and symptoms. Each participant in turn described how when they were feeling physically well ART seemed unnecessary and they disengaged from care and went through a period of not taking their ART:
‘I just felt like there was nothing wrong. Like not taking medication and taking medication, it was the same thing.’ (Participant #20)
‘I took a risk when I stopped taking the medication, I wanted to test if I would really get very sick like how the nurses said. And I never got sick, I never got sick. (Participant #20)
‘Since I didn’t pick up the pills during the weekend, I will pick them up in the following, but
that week came and passed, many weeks followed after, because I felt fine, I wasn’t sick. A After a couple of years, I started getting sick.’ (Participant #7)
‘When I got discharged from hospital I stopped taking the pills because I was starting to feel
a bit better. I did not take the pills for a long time.’ (Participant #18)
One participant took her ART sporadically ‘I did not take my treatment as I felt fine.’ She subsequently developed TB and described why she stopped taking both treatments:
‘It was when I had too many pills to drink……..‘I was not even that ill at that time, I was fine. I could see that I was alright.’ (Participant #9)
Additional forces driving disengagement with health services
Additional forces contributed to disengagement with the health services and included: 1) Life’s circumstances or competing life priorities; 2) relationships; 3) HIV and TB co-infection; 4) health service factors; and 5) relocation.
Life’s circumstances or competing life priorities
Most participants described how at different times life’s circumstances or more demanding priorities, compounded by limited resources, led to disengaging from care. Three participants described that getting time off work to attend a clinic was, for different reasons, difficult and led to disengaging from care. A female participant described stopping her treatment after the birth of her child, as she felt well and was too busy coping with her first born to go to the clinic to get her ART. A participant with no fixed abode described being unable to take his ART when the police confiscated his belongings, including his ART, to stop him living on the street. He was also unable to take his medication if he did not have water with which to swallow the pills. One participant, a taxi-driver, described how he stopped taking his ART as on arriving at this home one evening, he discovered he had been locked out of his house and all his belongings thrown on the ground. In between trying to recover his possessions, finding accommodation and continuing to drive his taxi, taking ART and accessing an unfamiliar clinic near his new accommodation were not priorities when he was feeling well. Another participant described how, when food at home was limited, she took her ART without food so that her grandfather could eat. The consequences of this resulted in the painful incident described below and led to her disengaging from care:
‘Taking the pills on am empty stomach. They would make my tummy ache, I felt dizzy. I was throwing up, throwing up liquid. I wasn’t even able to concentrate in class and I would sleep……(One day) when my teacher was hitting me (for sleeping) my bag fell open and my pills got spilled to the floor. I was accused of taking drugs and on the verge of being suspended. So my mother came to explain why I had carried pills to school.’ (Participant #19)
A couple of participants described how a death or tragedy in the family led to a period of sub-optimal adherence:
‘My partner and I were both on treatment. He then died. I took it (the treatment) and stopped, took it and stopped……. And then I stopped completely after my brother died. I was stressed, I lost so many people in my life. My children’s fathers, all are gone.’ (Participant #16)
Relationships
Relationships were important in either supporting continued engagement in care or facilitating disengagement. Family support was mentioned by several participants as contributing to their ongoing engagement in care. In contrast, feeling alone and unsupported led to disengagement with care:
‘I felt like I was alone. I felt like I was the only child going through this. Every time I went to the clinic, I was always in my uniform and I would see and be around old people at the clinic. I could not even make conversation with a friend you know and ask: “Friend how were you infected?” That weighed on me a lot and it was tiring that I always have to go to the clinic alone and face those nurses. Those nurses do not have any patience, they do not have time.’ (Participant #19)
Relationships with friends could be detrimental to ongoing HIV care, and a couple of participants described how fraternising with friends who abused substances and partied all night led to poor ART adherence:
‘…..having bad influential friends and not being stable in one place, so I took them (my pills) now and then’ (Participant #1)
‘For me it’s always been the alcohol and drinking with my friend. I just did not have time for them pills so I would always say, ‘I will take the pills the next day’ and I would end up saying the same thing even in the next day.’ (Participant #12)
The fear of inadvertent disclosure, stigma and discrimination continued to impact relationships and limit honesty and openness for several participants. In response to being asked if his friends knew his HIV status, one participant responded:
‘There is no such thing as a friend.’ (Participant #11)
Another participant described the distressing exposure of her HIV status by a school friend and her subsequent disengagement from care:
‘She exposed everything. She literally told them everything. She told them that I have doctors’ appointments every month and they should notice how I don’t show up at school every once a month and they should notice how I am always dressed up on those days. She further said that I go to pick up my pills and they should notice by a jacket I would be wearing. She even told them that I would wear a jacket to hide band aids after I had gotten my bloods taken.’ (Participant #19)
However, for other participants there was an awareness of the extent of HIV infection in their community and they had less anxiety about disclosure:
‘With HIV, it is very rare to find out that there are people who do not have HIV. There are people that don't have HIV, but it's no longer something we are wary of.’ (Participant #4)
One participant described how when he first started ART (around 2010), fearful of disclosure, stigma and discrimination, he would not take his ART to parties that lasted all weekend. More recently (2022), as there is more openness about living with HIV he knows which of his friends are on ART. They have decided that together they must take their ART before they start drinking. However, if the party lasts all weekend, they only take their ART on the first day:
‘We would take the pills on the first day we got to our party venue. We usually arrived at these venues around 6pm and we would start drinking around 10pm. So we could make time go into the bathroom, maybe the 6 of us take out the pills from our pockets and drink them around 8pm. We could not take them for the next days.’ (Participant #7)
HIV and TB co-infection
As KDH is the specialised RR/MDR-TB hospital for the province, all participants had TB. In addition, 8 of the 10 participants interviewed at KEH had had an episode of TB. All 18 participants who had had TB described how sub-optimal ART adherence led to the development of their TB symptoms and their re-engagement with the health services. A taxi driver described his symptoms in the following manner:
‘I was helplessly sick. I had diarrhoea. I used to sweat a lot at night. I had no appetite. Every time I was waiting at the rank, I slept, and I would wake up with a lot of sweat. When a passenger jumps off at a bus stop or if the traffic lights are red, I’d be driving in a lying position. I'd say to myself that I wish I were done working for the day……. When I arrived at the hospital I was admitted. They said I have 'big' TB called MDR.’ (Participant #2)
One participant who had been living with HIV and on ART for 16 years could not remember how many times he had disengaged from care and not taken his ART. However, he did remember his sub-optimal adherence to both ART and TB treatment during each of his three separate episodes of TB. He, together with several participants (both with drug-susceptible TB and RR/MDR-TB) experienced the side effects of TB treatment as more difficult to tolerate than those of ART. This together with the increased pill burden led to several participants disengaging from health care a couple of months after starting TB treatment, when they started to feel physically well again, and stopping taking both their TB treatment and ART:
‘The pills annoyed me and I stopped taking them and I just told myself that if I die I will die, I could not stand drinking a lot of pills.’ (Participant #7)
‘ART is much easier to take than MDR-TB pills as its only 1 pill and no side effects. MDR-TB pills cause nausea and my skin to darken and peel off.’ (Participant #1)
Health service factors
At the time of their HIV diagnosis a couple of participants described the limitations of the counselling they received at this time. The counselling focussed on the treatment, instead of supporting the person who having just heard of their HIV diagnosis, was in shock. This inevitably led to delays in ART initiation:
‘I noticed that I did not undergo counselling that specifically focused on the fact that I just found out that I am HIV positive. So I didn’t have time to process this. I found out and then there was this urgency for me to start treatment because there was no time to waste. I was meant to take the treatment and undergo counselling at the same time. So, when I went through the whole thing, it just went over my head.’ (Participant # 19)
‘I was still in my feelings about this whole HIV thing, so I didn’t take the pills seriously……. I Do remember there was counselling about the pills, but I don’t remember being told about the side effects. I wasn’t too focused on the counselling. I was not interested because I was still in my feelings.’ (Participant #12)
The inflexibility of the health services also contributed to delays in ART initiation. One participant described how following his HIV diagnosis in hospital he was told to get his ART from his local clinic, and how difficult it is for men to go to clinics:
‘I got discharged and they advised me that I will start taking the treatment at my local clinic. So, they transferred me to my local clinic. If I can just be honest, men don’t go to clinics…… My local clinic is by our local taxi rank, so you get to see everyone there, from people whom you used to go to school with, you’d see people coming from work.…..Most men are scared of the clinic…….. Women go to the clinic for various reason and do get checkups done, even to get the family planning injection. Women go the clinics everyday but us men don’t know how to go to the clinics, it’s hard. Oh, my lord! The first thing is the queuing, men don’t queue. Being on the queue is one thing, but having the whole neighborhood watching you and wondering what illness you have is another story.’ (Participant #7)
The inflexibility of the services together with the unhelpfulness of clinic staff also contributed to delays in engagement and in delays in re-engagement following disengagement. One participant described going to a mobile clinic to pick up ART as she didn’t have the money to take a taxi to the fixed clinic. Mobile clinic staff refused to issue her with medication saying her file was at the fixed clinic. With the help of another patient, she fooled the system by pretending she didn’t know her HIV status, so she was retested, retested positive and was issued with her ART.
‘The only issues we have are the clinics…….. If you miss your appointment they shout at you at the clinic, even if you missed your appointment by a day, they still shout at you. They say “this isn’t your appointment date, “and then you wonder how they work because sometimes you find that you still have a few pills left in the container and I explain that I took my pills, it’s not that I did not take them because I would still have a few left. But they still shout at you irrespective. So those are the kind of nurses that we have to deal with.’ (Participant # 13)
Another participant described how, if he was unable to get off work, he might be a day or two late for his appointment, and how the reception he received at the clinic led to him disengaging in care and delay re-engaging:
‘………but the shouting that came from the nurses during that time would make me feel as though I wasn’t human.’ (Participant #7)
Relocation
Given the disruption of moving to another house in another area, relocation was often a factor that led to disengagement with the health services. The inflexibility of the health services and unhelpfulness of staff exacerbated this problem. One participant moved to and from the rural areas depending on whether he was able to get work in an urban area and during this time disengaged from healthcare:
‘They refused to give me a transfer because they cannot give me transfer twice in one year.’
(Participant #3)
Forces driving re-engagement with health services
As described above, having disengaged with health services, participants experienced a deterioration in their physical well-being:
‘So, every time I had defaulted on treatment my life would be at a standstill because I would get sick, so I was affected in that way.’ (Participant #19)
‘I started to feel my body getting weak…..I could feel that a certain percentage of my wellbeing was falling short…..I could tell something was amiss……. Even when I look at myself in the mirror, there would be areas that I notice subtle negative changes, but other people would not notice those changes.’ (Participant #7)
Participants would then start considering whether to re-engage with the health services. A couple of participants delayed re-engaging due to a lack of money with which to access the health services. However, a more commonly reported reason given was the anticipated rudeness and attitude of the nurses. This not only led to delays in re-engaging with care, but also led to accessing care at another facility:
‘As I was contemplating going back to the clinic, I started thinking that the nurses will annoy me with their scolding, so I figured I should change clinics and go start taking treatment at a different clinic.’ (Participant #7)
Critical illness and hospitalisation
Critical illness and hospitalisation led to a renewed commitment to re-engage with healthcare and remain in care, taking their ART regularly:
‘I’m taking them consistently as I almost died. I know where I come from. There's only a bit
Left before I wear Pampers (nappies). So, I don’t dream being on that stage.’ (Participant #1)
‘I'll end up being lifted from this bed, not being able to walk on my own. These pills are my life.’ (Participant #2)
‘I arrived here and I was near death so I don’t see that I will make the same mistake twice. I don’t think that I will be able to endure being sick like that again, because I feel like my ancestors saw me through. So who is going to see me through this time around because ancestors are graceful only for a while? The severity of my illness is something that you might have not been able to endure but I don’t ever wish to experience being sick like that again.’ (Participant #7)